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2012-01-14T20:43:00.000-08:00

A new start of 2012

Jan 15 , It's been a long time since i last update because i am pretty lazy and no time for me to update too. Haven reach second year of my studies and i am very busy already , the project and presentation is making me crazy. All submission date is after new year , plus my re-test which falls on end of the month. Congrat to those people who have done well for 'O' level and you(jeslene) start school again , enjoy ur new school life. Although there was a lot of thing happening in the past but i decide to forget everything not because i forgive those people , the reason is i want to lead a happier life. Yesterday, found the hello kitty cleansing wash which i wanted to buy long ago ! Shall buy the product back home to try this coming weekend . Hope there is still stock around :P Above photo is me with my ITE friend , well photo taken from my friend and i not looking at the camera so kind of weird~

2011-12-29T08:58:00.000-08:00

I Love Shopping, I'm a Shopaholic <3

It's 1am and i am still awake :P just too use to sleep late and i am not sure how can i fall asleep the day before sch reopen. Argh! So fast school reopen and i haven enjoy enough yet ): 29 Dec went out with hui zhen to bugis street to shop for things , in the end i realise i spent money on unwanted stuff and i regret about it , 100 % ! Set a date with my friend next week for clubbing and project, simply can't wait for that day when i going to be HIGH lols. Photo will be uploaded in next next mth on the trip related to my project and for now it is a secret , "sshhh". I am glad on the first day of project outing i am not being chased by dog , more stories will be update after my project XD

2011-12-26T07:16:00.000-08:00

♥ I keep changing my hairstyle♥

From brown to black plus purple to Curly hair to Straight hair in the end. And i think straight hair is the best for me. Recently like to take photo of myself without spectacles , maybe it's time for me to get myself a pair of contact lenses . Didn't do much edit just eye make up only >_< i wanna go clubbing too LOLS.

2011-12-26T06:43:00.000-08:00

It's time to learn to write less words but more picture ((:

It's Christmas , 24 December

12 ppl ate Steam Boat Dinner at Chinatown

Me & Valerie

Having Mac for supper @ Northpoint

It's Hui Zhen , all photo taken @ Dhoby Ghaut ((:

I help them take a group photo XD

HOHOHO!!! Merry Christmas , the starting of the Christmas celebration was great but the ending part was hmmm....not that good cause something bad happened and christmas atmosphere on that day is not good too and i hope next time such a thing don't happended. Anyway it's great to meet my old friend because we like about 1 year didn't see one another. And reach home around 3.30am , although i am damn tired but i slept at 5am . My Christmas present is 3 packet of mask from Hui Zhen ((:

2011-12-15T21:41:00.000-08:00

Some of the time i will ask myself why should i even be born into this world? Cause i can't even find any happiness in life , I've been crying repeatedly over same thing and just can't forget the every single detail and things that hurt me before. I am such a weak person with bad personality but because i am my parent daughter so they love me for who i am and how i look like even though i am been look down by others and laugh by others how ugly i look like. I can feel and see too even if they hide behind the back and gossip about me , i still wonder this kind of me can tolerate this kind of thing till when and i feel so hopeless and insecure too . Never mind , i just got to struggle and bear with it and tell myself i can do it and will change to become a person , most importantly don't care about how others think about me , live a better life(:

2011-12-15T21:10:00.000-08:00

Get back all my result, i pass my SVE, get grade B for WFB and Top 10 for TPS. I also rebond my hair last sat but hair is super flat and too little hair LOLS. Check out my ugly photo with panda eye , hahas eye one big one small ((:

Message to someone who i knew:
But...i fail my BPS very badly and it is worst than a F grade. Are you satisfied now when i fail for this CA1 module? Didn't i told you before don't come disturb me during this period of time cause this module is very diffcult for me and need a lot of time to study. Yes, even if this friend issue problem occur but can't you just let me settle it myself later on after my exam? I am very angry and sorry to use the word pretty "PISSED" off cause every one to three day, you will sms me to ask me think carefully nor i will heard from my friend say you being annoying and blah blah what you wrote . And everytime i got to pretend i didn't saw those message or dunno anything then will always try my best to focus on my studies again. There is certain limit and you exceed it , i decide to tell you my decision so that there will be no more anger over this small thing nor have to think even when i am about to fall asleep everynight . You force me to do so and make me do such a decision that i really want to break friendship with you all. Now everytime i open up my book , i will feel irritated cause i will remember what you did and know what i hate you deeply in my heart and won't even want to see your faces anymore. Just hope one day you will ever see this message cause that is how i feel right now. In the future even if we are back to normal again , i won't be the one that you know last time . I decide to change and become a better person and i lose trust in you all . Anyway, you got the right to be angry too but i won't said anything cause to me there is no point .....

2011-12-07T00:01:00.000-08:00

Exam is finally over and holiday is starting soon . I think i gonna rot at home to do my project and be prepare for second round BPS re-test, i predict that i will fail for this subject. Actually is my fault , should have pass one . I am affected by personal matter and didn't concentrate on my BPS, i even wasted my sleep over this small issue for a week. I now got one pair of super large panda eye and need concealer to cover up ): Anyway, i already get over this matter , not angry anymore but i decide to make it very clear to ben that i decide to break up the friendship and thank for respecting my decision . Although i not sure ben got tell her a not too. But what happen is already happen , nothing will change this fact. I really don't like friend keeping something from me when i told her everything of mine. A few day ago , i even accidentally drop a small glass /plastic of bottle with star in it given by her for my birthday present when i was in primary school , i kept it cause i cherish friendship a lot and gift from them are very precious. But i think this might hint me that everything was over. Anyway, even if everything is back to normal , i don't think we will use to be such a good friend like last time . Maybe everything take time ... Trust are not easy to build up ~ Okay , last week having role-play and i not use to wearing heels so it was like a torture LOLS , photo will be upload soon ((:

2011-11-18T16:22:00.001-08:00

~Ugly Photo again, Please ignore Hahas~

19 Dec
Exam is next week and i hardly study any subject yet . I am way too lazy but I'm glad that exam on Monday for tps is postpone to DEC 2 , it's simply mean i got more time to study.Yesterday, went out with my brother & his gf on "shopping trip", they help me look out for clothes for my role-play, i should be the one to pay for all my clothes but end up is all paid by them and i feel so paiseh. The apparel are nice so do the price. Overall , spent $100 plus on just a few item. Reach home 7 plus and had something special for dinner - steamboat, yesterday help my father celebrate birthday. I am also not in good mood either , rather piss off for no reason , yeah i think i mad liao lols . Yesterday, should have stay at home to study and let my parent go out buy their new clothes to attend engagement ceremony~ but my mum told me my role-play date is nearing and i should go buy first >_ < I really hope all exam hurry end and i can start my holiday faster ((: And And recently i started to love taking photo of myself again when i am bored , i know i got nothing better to do & photo not nice too but simply just feel like uploading it hahas.

2011-11-11T17:27:00.000-08:00

Message below is referring to some one i know
Don't youu know that you don't even have the right to criticise others when you own self also not very good. Anyway, childish ppl always act so immature, why must i care so much when you don't even bother to care about how others feel.

12 Nov (:
Exam is coming soon and i still got a lot of thing haven study & that liar still haven reply me regarding the clothes which i order . Exam not even start and i am already in holiday mood~

2011-11-02T23:39:00.000-07:00

I'M SORRY

Teacher seem to have scolded them last week , i refer to those bunch of immature guy. Yes, there is indeed some misunderstanding between us but i do not know what's wrong and i didn't carry on pursue this matter either. Although i not sure if they are really sorry for their attitude a not but thank for the treats . Actually they don't have to buy me things , a card is more than enough and anyway this is already the past. I also dunno what happen to me on tue cause when they apologise , i cried. Crying month for me, yeah? I just simply can't control my tears and emotion . At first, i am very scare teacher go find them cause i don't wanna get scolded and let them hate me more in the future. I should have apologise too but i end up cry too much and make me can't think properly but the truth is i can't face them cause too scare & worry they hate me too much. I really hope everything can be back to normal , please please ! Last week ate wrong food and spent $40 plus on medicine , i thought will recover by monday but end up now having sore throat and running nose , i am sick for about a week . Tmr no sch lesson so i can take this chance to stay at home study , rest and hang out with my friend for one of the day this week((:

2011-10-22T04:36:00.000-07:00

Quit School Or Carry On With Studies ?

Myfather allow me to quit school . Although that is a good news for me but I've been through so many difficulties and study hard for the past 6 month and suddenly want me to give up on my studies because of not getting along well with quite a few of classmate is like a waste of my time and parent money. So many ppl want enter this course but can't , eg. Hui zhen . I must count myself lucky already so now i am struggling with the 2 choices. As once i decide to quit school , there will be no turning back....

Photo , Snap Snap ! (:

~Kbox & Neoprint Time @ CCK~

2011-10-21T01:07:00.000-07:00

Seriously i can't take it anymore. I really want to transfer school ! The teacher is good but i don't get along well with quite a few ppl and i feel like pluck out all their hair out or even punch them right on the face . Has i did anything wrong to you before ? And i don't think i did ! Cause we don't even talk to each other . What's wrong if i am seated right next to you and i don't even eat you up or beat you , why can't just leave me alone. Do you think even if i didn't see it , i can't feel it? I am not first time being bully , i am 18 year old not 10 year old and i am not a fool. He was doing hand sign to my friend and trying to speak without sound but my friend can't heard what he said and my friend thought is it they come back to class for lesson late so teacher mention anything or scolded. In the end , he ask them to check out whatsapp, soon after that my friend ask want change place a not and i even heard my friend said this to him "like that also angry". Well there is still some part i didn't mention but i knew they was talking about me . I really hate this kind of person , i did said b4 i am sensitive and absolutely can sense it , i won't forgive these ppl ! Cause they will never know how hurts it will be if u do some action or said something that will hurts others feeling. I even write on FB that .....is it want me to die infront of you then satisfied ? well i am trying to give them a warning , try me if they dare ! And i am not joking. Anyway, even my own friend also won't care about my feeling , i am as well as dead or even transparent to them. I don't care if one day they happen to read this post cause i am totally upset and frustrated . I don't need comfort from anyone too. The two person out of so many are Eugene & darren , if i did anything wrong just tell me , you don't have to act like "friendly guy" and behind my back do all sort of thing eg. hate me or said those "words". We all are classmate and not enemies but now i feel like you 2 are a bastard guy to me , sorry to said all this but that is how i feel about you guy when i see & know what you guy did. If i have said anything wrong or misunderstanding , come find me and said out lah. And me my ownself feel like a fool cause everytime i can't take it , i will either cry & keep it to myself or throw temper awhile.

I hate myself & my life s***~

2011-10-19T19:38:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday Hui Zhen & Ying Qi
on 18 October !

Yesterday 19 October , after a few hour of lesson , sch drove us to other ITE to participate in an event. As captain ball game is held outside and there is no shelter so when it rain very heavily , we all get caught in the rain and get WET .Everyone went to sch hall to wait till rain stop so that the event can carry on. Anyway, whole event end about 5 plus and our classmate had won . By the time i reach home is about 7pm ~ Very Very Tired. Get home already still get scolding from my father ! Sian.

There is this one particular person which i dunno what to said about him/her, don't action lah. You got what you wanted so don't comment or said stupid thing , i know you trying to make us jealous of you but too bad i won't fall into your trap .

2011-10-02T00:00:00.001-07:00

Today is the last day of my school holiday ):
Going to face my cruel fate & reality tmr onwards. Very scare go school now but i do not have a choice, this time round , the time table i don't like it a lot cause Mon-Wed end late and when i reach home probably 6.10pm already. Plus, if there is homework / test the next day , i am sure i will be very tired and the timetable shown that there is more lesson and things to learn. Well, i am a slow learner and next i dun have 100% confidence that i will be okay with them and able to face them naturally. Still i don't think i have done much wrong but just simply lack understanding , everyone personality , character , like and dislike are different . I am who i am and not the one whom change to please other. I will only change my attitude if i feel there is a need . To admit i am just a ordinary ugly , poor , attitude suck girl but through all this few year , i learn a lot of thing and try to control my temper . I am not totally a introvert person just that when i feel insecure , scare and worry , i will keep away from crowd or how i communicate with others will be different . In another word , i grow up in an "complicated"environment which i guess so that is how i built up my character & attitude or the way i communicate with others . Few days ago , meet Jeslene and Hui zhen under their Blk , while waiting for them to come down , a stranger approached me meanwhile i am talking on the phone with someone . At first i thought he want to find out the location or something else but in the end the stranger tell me his background story and blah blah ... want ask me help him by giving him money. Anyway, i didn't help cause i don't have money too . And finally change my phone since the phone button not working .

2011-09-25T21:55:00.000-07:00

More photo will be uploaded(:

Left one last birthday Girl : Hui zhen

I Am 18 Year old !

Can't believe that time flies fast and nw i am already 18 (:

Yesterday, meet jeslene , hui zhen si min . We went Bugis for lunch , Dhoby ghaut for neoprint and last but not least alcohol time at night . First time trying out , so only dare to drink a bit cause i scare i will vomit later. But i dun really like the flavour of orange Bacardi but another one not bad. Hui zhen mix the alcohol drink (8.4%) together with Pepsi and still taste not bad , pour a lot out cause we play game etc , loser will drink. B4 game is KFC meal, our dinner. Well, photo will describe what had happen the whole day , only regret is no cake yesterday): Crazy over alcohol drink so take a lot of photo , the rest of the photo are on facebook .

2011-09-24T06:43:00.000-07:00

In the past , i always very happy and excited about turning a year older and happily celebrating with friend but this time round i turning 18 2moro is not a good thing for me . It seem like no one remember my birthday but to tell the truth i am quite sad and feel that everyone have forget me. Even my birthday , my brother bother to buy me small present or cake but now no more. I am so jealous of how other parent and big group of friend celebrate with the birthday girl/boy. That is why i previously mention in my blog , i hate my birthday and rather that day won't come. Already switch off phone early and decide to sleep late so that i will be very tired and can sleep well tonight , could it be better if i can forget everything ? 2moro meeting hui zhen they all to go out , thank for their birthday present , even though i haven receive it (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY , CINDY !

2011-09-18T20:31:00.000-07:00

Photo Time ! more to be uploaded

2011-09-18T19:48:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday To You
Happy Birthday To You
Happy Birthday To Or Jie Ling
Happy Birthday To You!
Clap(x5)

It's Jeslene 18th birthday yesterday and few of us help her to celebrate her birthday. We have lunch at Northpoint Mayim and went to watch 7.30pm movie , Johnny English Reborn. Quite a nice and funny movie. After that went to jeslene house to cut cake , around 12 am celebration ended and everyone went back home. Hahas, we also took a lot of photo. Jeslene always wanted to eat and try out ice-cream cake so we decide to buy the cake for her and of course after she know we bought the cake for her , she is super happy and have a expression like can't believe it . Anyway, this year present is simple too . A sleeping mask & birthday cake and card. Can't believe that we actually spent $60 + . But never mind . It's a fun day (: Photo will be uploaded slowly .

And saying goodbye to the past is so much diffcult for me , well i know i will be living in such a "depression state" forever. My only reason for me to live ~ perhaps is just the one whom i love and ppl who care for me , so no matter what happen and how life s*** is , i know i must tolerate and get through it.
(Everything posted on 19 sep )

2011-09-15T18:46:00.000-07:00

2 more days and it will be 18 sep soon~ Stupid phone button spoilt and i still haven send for repair yet . Maybe just do it during this weekend, BBQ is cancel , no one want to join birthday party for Jeslene so there is a change of plan. We decide to watch a movie this weekend and have dinner outside, please (X3) 25 sep don't come and i also don't bother about what birthday party too. I am damn tired and enough of those irritating problem that occur and make myself want go crazy. Having headache recently too , dunno is it think too much. Argh.. anyway going to try out wine or other drinks for the first time in my life this year , if drink help to forget everything awhile , i am willing to try out cause a lot of things cause me feel so tired and painful . Keeping awake for 12 hour everyday and keep thinking about the same old thing is horrible. Recalling back , i did some wrong thing and hurt my loved ones. But even if time goes back, i will still end up repeat doing the same thing just for their own good. For whose own good ? Curious? hahas sorry reader this issue i can't reveal. My hair colour fade and it turns brown! OMG! i dun wanna waste money and dye black again ): And i also found out that i can't wear contact lenses cause if i do , i will be looking very fierce ( heard from other) so perhaps i stick on to spectacles so that i will look much friendly right ? , haiz. And that is how i look below with the old colour hair style and without spectacles , ugly and weird! Well i do a bit of editing cause want to cover up my dark eye circle . Muahahas. Some random funny photo uploaded . And just change the background of my blog but will still find back my previous blog background .

2011-09-10T06:05:00.000-07:00

8 more days and it will be Jeslene 18th birthday. And everything is still in a mess regarding the celebration thing, now dunno want BBQ or just a simple outing but there is a very high chance that there will be only a few attending. After her birthday, 1 week later will be mine . I don't wish that day come and i hate it. When that day come , it mean my school going to start soon and i know for sure that only 2 ppl help me celebrate and every year is the same. Growing up does not mean much for me since i don't have a nice and memorable childhood , what i only feel deep down my heart is hurt and scar that is leave behind by others , i know i should have forget about the past matter, perhaps i am being hurt too deeply. Enough of nagging from family too. I just want to quickly grow up and earn enough money to support my grandmother. Today 10 sep, went out with Jeslene to northpoint cause she want buy something. Meanwhile, i also went to borrow some book cause staying at home watching tv , eat , sleep and use computer is really very boring . On 8 sep , i also went out with Jeslene and Hui zhen to bugis street and after that went to void deck to chat awhile. That is all for today , photo are above.Taken too many photo of myself recently(:

And btw I am only refering to some ppl: Hate Me? Don't like those ugly photo? Then I'm Sorry, don't come view my blog and i don't need any bad comment too.

2011-09-06T18:14:00.000-07:00

Unhappy Unhappy Unhappy Unhappy
Angry ANgry Angry
Upset Upset
Yeah! Exam over. Aiyo! Confirm re-take. Don't know want cry or angry over friend issue. As like what i say i might not be able to get along well with new friend due to lack of understanding and i was like keep throwing temper and being bad mood while they still happy and knew nothing. Well, recall back to last time i walk back to class and leaving them and their friend happily chatting. When reach class one of them ask why come back first . At that moment i was really very angry i raise my voice and said what kept deep down my heart, "No one talk to me so i walk off", in the end what i heard is "we feel that you very zi bi". Damn hurt but what i can do.Yesterday suppose to meet 2.30pm at the underground the MRT station there but i reach there early and decide to sms to two of them , one at 2.23pm and another at a later time. Waited till 2.32pm, i find it very weird, why still no one still haven reply nor reach, suddenly one of them reply said "We reach, You?" I ask where you all? But didn't reply me . So i decide to take escalator go up . To my surprise they all crowd around birthday girl and keep talking, no one bother wave hand at me to said hi , that one doesn't bother me much but what i am angry about is if you all intend to help her celebrate before exam , why don't want let me know. Even when i reach , no one bother to tell me what situation, i feel like i am a stupid who knows nothing so i call hui zhen and half like crying and very angry over this issue. I blah blah blah out everything to hui zhen but feeling much better after telling out(blah blah blah - Telling all my story). About job , going overseas or any other thing i am alway been left out till the end then know , don't know is myself stupid or just being "xiao qi" but i really mind. That's is why talking to them are getting lesser , anyone can tell me what to do and i don't think telling them will help cause everything will still be my fault so might as well don't said . Anyway, i already tell sorry to one of them , i have repeat saying sorry to them a lot of time and i am tired. They know nothing about what i angry , i feel i am not at fault also must apologise. The reason i apologise is because i only want a simple and peaceful life but it seem that i am getting more and more tired, going to school does not make me as happy as usual.

2011-08-29T03:56:00.000-07:00

Below are the photo taken today(:

Exam are just only next week and i hardly revise anything , i'm worry the most for my BZE subject, got to memorise 8 topic , OMG! But anyway, this week i need to rush. No surfing Internet and online shopping for this and next week. I don't think i really can mix well with my new friend after so many month, lack of understanding? I guess so. Between friend there must be trust and understand one another so that can get along well. Last week , i feel very angry about how my friend react , i saw my friend seem to be in bad mood and not happy so i ask her polite- Are you ok ? (in chinese) She said : " Can you stop asking me a not!" I was like shock, i only ask her once on that day. If i know i don't want ask her, is like i own her something. I really dun like friend/classmate who throw me this kind of attitude, if u really dun want to said or in bad mood, at least reply ok or nothing. Even if i raise my tone or said in this manner , i will at least apologise cause i know i did something wrong but anyway it is already the past , what i still can't denied is i still a bit angry over this small issue. Recently , my friend her father pass away. What i only can tell her is don't cry and her father also won't want to see her so sad and spent time to stay by her father side. I know i am bad at comforting ppl when it come to this issue but i really hope she can stay strong now. Today meet jeslene and hui zhen to Junction 8 to have lunch there then after that home sweet home . And now i am saving money to buy contact lenses , hopefully can buy at the end of the year(:
More funny photo will be uploaded soon .

2011-08-19T18:14:00.000-07:00

Here is a photo taken last week when meet out with Jeslene and Simin .It's been a long time since we take photo together after ITE school days start , more photo will be upload soon (:
It's Saturday again :)
But there is so much things to do this week. So far i only done with POA Practice paper and OFA worksheet and still left OFA PowerPoint plus report and BZE progress test on Monday. Actually intend to study for the entire weekend but it turns out that i have to complete all my test and homework first before revision. I prefer to do my revision according to my timetable which i have set but now no choice , i got to do some amendment again. Last but not least finally my OFA Excel exam and CMB presentation are finish ! My presentation topic are on yawning but it seem that i make my classmate and teacher feeling bored and sleepy but anyway it is over and i don't have to worry anymore expect OFA. Will i be the one whom fail this exam ? I hope not , if not there will be one more extra thing for me to revise for the re-test which is on next fri. Now , one of my friend then know how it feel when playing captain ball and no one want pass you the ball , one will feel so irritated when this happen .Recently, order a tops had finally arrive and deliver to my house but the problem is what shorts will suit the top . I always buy tops or shorts without thinking then end up i can't find suitable one to fit the top or the bottom . But i can settle this problem after my exam which is about 1-2 week away from now , i also busy till can't find time to prepare Jeslene present this month so i got to rush next month .It seem that i want to buy a lot of thing this month but can't ): Like Highwaist Short , Bandage Skirt , Portable Charger and Hello Kitty IPhone case ( I lost my white hello kitty ribbon in school so i want to change another casing ) ,rebond my hair asap and Laptop . Well , all need money so i got to save up slowly . Hopefully will get everything i want by this year (: I also hope and wish Ying Qi father will get well soon , for the detail i will not mention here at the moment . Oh yupp , last week when went to bugis with Jeslene they all , i first time know a girl will actually buy that b----r for a boy not BF as part of the birthday present . You know who you are , i don't want embarrass my friend by writing her name here , we end up keep making fun of her the whole day. Hahas (:

2011-08-09T04:13:00.000-07:00

Exam is nearing soon but i am more excited about the next coming holiday in September! Back to online shopping again , i told myself i got to save money but just simply can't stop anyway i already mail the person that i want to purchase a instock top . Recently really wanted to get a hello kitty portable charger but i can't purchase now , i need to save money for at least 2 week plus .How i wish i can have a rich parent ): Yesterday went to school late again but lucky not school lesson only celebration. After the performance , i am struck in school for about 1-2 hour plus cause can't leave school early , school gate is close. Later in the afternoon, met hui zhen , hui zhen brother & his friend and jeslene for lunch , we had the most embarrassing day too . About what ? i don't think it is nice to reveal everything but what i can said is a funny and embarrassing matter hahas (: I cut my hair also but i look like a nerdy lols .

2011-08-04T02:29:00.000-07:00

Totally a SURPRISE!
I didn't expect the blogshop owner to reply my mail but this time round she said order another item from her new spree so i just mail her back that i will change my order but i need to top up 20 cent for only that apparel.Anyway, better than nothing. So this issue finally come to an end.Once everything is really going fine then i will remove the person blogshop URL from my blog. Especially thank to a particular blogshop who help me to text that person and perhaps that is the reason why she reply my mail (:

Today went to MacDonald to buy happy meal and i got the Kitty watch XD
I want to go watch Zookeeper Movie next week !!!
End of today boring post (:

2011-08-03T05:06:00.000-07:00

Still staring into the cheater blogshop everyday to see if anyone get cheated . I know i was acting like a idiot and nothing better to do but i just simply upset & frustrated over my money being cheated by her just like this. Another detail of this person is reveal , she is studying banking at her polytechnic and this is what i saw from her facebook profile.

School Life Update
End lesson early today. Cause no other lesson after PE but i don't like today game. It just like i am being the extra there running about and chasing after the ball and in the entire game no one have pass the ball to me too. It is not fun at all but i didn't told my friend about this issue since they themselves are having a lot of fun and didn't even notice that i am unhappy about it. Just because i am not active and miss catching the ball so end up i like invisible to them during the game .Recently i feel that someone in my class seem to dislike me because every time show me that kind of attitude (and see others look then make friend with that person) Anyway, i hate him !
Really...
- DON'T JUDGE OTHERS BY THEIR LOOK ONLY -
A person look will not determine everything , example : personality

2011-08-01T03:48:00.000-07:00

School Life
Today having interview test. I was super nervous cause i am unprepared and the first one to be tested on well i always afraid to talk on this topic because i find it very difficult but in the end still can't escape and i got to tell myself everything will be fine , just hurry get through it . As the test period is not over yet so i don't want to reveal other detail for in case other ppl get to know . After that we also went to listen to a talk and play a short game and around 5pm then take mrt train back home. Lastly , things seem to get better in school (:

Cheater!
I can't get back my refund nor receive random goods now.
She remove my post , ban me from tagging on her tagboard & refuse to reply my mail. I am pretty sure she didn't turn over a new leaf and she not fit to open a blogshop cause of her bad service . Remember writing down on previous post saying i suspect she is the one who cheat others and being blacklisted on blogshop few years ago, should be her already. I know it is not right to reveal her personal detail but she left me to no choice cause i don't wanna others to lose their money to irresponsible ppl. Perhaps lucky ones will receive their goods nor refund but for me no and i don't really strongly recommend my friend to order from her due to what i have went through. I order so many clothes and stuff online , this is the ever first problem i met. Repeat myself again , i strongly discourage all my dear friend to buy clothes or anything from sa----------.bs (Blogshop URL is edit on 4 Aug)
This person currently 17 year old and schooling at a polytechnic somemore. She got a facebook account , been blacklisted by shopaholics-lenses.bs & blacklistedshops.bs
There is still photo(as my evidence) but i don't wish to upload now unless more ppl are being cheated by her then i will reveal every single thing. Btw i'm sorry for the two blog address being mention above in bold cause i didn't tell them i will be putting down their blog url regarding this cheater issue on my blog.However , if this cheater able to give me a good explanation and reply my mail . I won't even feel like blacklist her as it is really a waste of time.

2011-07-29T19:11:00.000-07:00

FRIDAY BBQ DAY (:

Having class BBQ yesterday and i admit that actually it is quite a fun day. We board the bus from school to ECP and around 3.10pm we reach the pit number 40.I only ate a bit noodle and chat with other ppl and keep taking photo with ying qi they all while my friend all went to rent bicycle or play roller blade. About 5 plus then i left the place together with fadly and ying qi to the bus stop , we waited for about 5-10 min but still end up no bus .After that then we realises no bus for yesterday so we decide to take share money to take cab to bedok MRT station. Due to peak hour time so the taxis fare is expensive but we got no choice ): Reach the MRT station , dunno for what reason or is it because normally is like this , we waited for 8 min plus for the train to arrive and it is pack with ppl so we 3 got to squeeze in . I reach home around 8 plus going 9pm , i charge my phone and ate my dinner , i 10 plus leaving the house and meet them at the CCK to watch movie . It is midnight but i still went to my friend house awhile and later about 2.15 am then call my father to drive me home cause i am already very tired and sleepy. I can't stay awake the whole night till morning watching them playing game and the place i find it too packed (13 ppl) so i decide to go home early (:

Above is the photo taken together with miss lim and others at ECP XD

2011-07-29T18:56:00.000-07:00

THAT BLOGSHOP OWNER
Ask for supplier e-mail address.She end up reply with only a OKAY! and didn't reply me again . Although i did mail her the second time ask for supplier e-mail address and mention that if really can't get my refund , the alternative way is to order another item. A few days ago , i mail a person whom i think is her supplier to check is it this person really supply/sell her the apparel. At first there is a reply but waited about 2 days later , there is no reply from this person. Maybe i will just wait awhile . I now going reveal some of the letter of THAT BLOGSHOP OWNER, S----------E . So if just nice saw these few letter start with a S and end with E , try not to purchase , if not might end up like me , can't get back refund or even get nothing. Btw if i'm not wrong this person earn $4 for every of her apparel she sell, so imagine 15 capping , how much will this person earn. Now this person already change her spree image and written that she is the direct supplier for the apparel she sell. Got time to reply others and upload new stuff , no time to reply mine or even care. If this carry on , i will take it as she being a cheater and will upload all the evidence of how she ignore my mail slowly one by one till all the issue with her are solve. If really that serious , i might make a police report.

2011-07-24T02:52:00.000-07:00

Well still waiting impatiently for her reply about the supplier e-mail address. A few minute ago , i just check her blog and she did replied those ppl who tag on her blogshop tagbaord , she even update new stuff . But why she just simply can't reply mine as well since she still got to login to her same hotmail account , nevermind i just wait till maybe 2moro or tue then check my mail again . Btw she told me that order already send in and indicate finish capping at 15 but why suddenly she extend her spree dateline ? I guess she lie to me . About 3 years back , i once open a online blogshop but due to exam and too many homework , i am unable to cope with it so i close it down. Base from my experience , unless supplier indicated , if not all should mostly cap at 5-15 then can send in order. It is so tiring , got to drag on to this issue for so so so long ! And 2moro is Monday again . I don't feel like going school but can't , i got to force myself no matter what .I am still upset not able to enter poly , i always thought that since i am the only daughter i should do better than my brother and make my parent proud but now look at myself i think i am u******(i remove the words , it is not vulgarities, okay:) ) . To some ppl i know , do you know that i am not transparent ? How will you feel if someone always ignore and didn't reply what you ask or pay attention to what you said ? No matter is your best friend , normal friend or classmate , i'm sure they will definitely get hurt. I don't even do this to my classmate too. Nevermind , forget it . ( Just release my anger & unhappiness through here )

2011-07-21T23:04:00.000-07:00

New update on the Blogshop Owner
Absolutely a cheater. I track her down using her blogshop url and search at Internet .Well i found her having another account at don't what website, she post her personal e-mail address & currently blogshop url . After that i use her e-mail address and search again , i didn't expect myself to find this . SHE is being blacklisted by at least 3 blogshop for being cheating , scamming or tell lie , the blogshop whom blacklist her have at least one to two of her email address of this same cheater . Plus i found her FB account when i key in the e-mail address , her account also indicate her blogshop URL so i suspect is the same person. Although i only 80% believe that is the same person but i don't want to make a mistake or any misunderstanding so for in case handle this kind of person must be careful , i also scare she will run away with my money. I don't intend to change my order till she admit is her fault or at least tell me why she send in the order without even read my mail carefully , i ask her this qns 2 time but she seem to totally ignore it. I still don't understand why she can't explain to me that after she ask me mind changing order and i reply nope and i request for refund , she end up didn't reply my mail till after 3 days later she said can't refund me cause payment already made to her supplier . Isn't funny ? Sending in my order when my clothes are not even available already . On 20 july , i reply her back with a long message asking did she read my mail carefully before sending in order , can you kindly please ask ur supplier again for the refund and i will not bother to tag her on the tagboard to pls reply my mail if she have replied my mail just like she have replied others and i even given her 1 week to give me a good reason and if possible refund . But know what on the same day she reply me back supplier said chose another item ! After i seen this i already totally fed up , i reply her and said i going to ask again , did u read my mail carefully before sending in the order ? To solve this problem faster i even ask her for supplier e-mail address to clarify my doubts on why i can't take back my refund or any misunderstanding . But end up she reply with a Okay !!! :) SO what is she trying to tell me ? A refund ? Ask the supplier to mail me ? Or she mail her supplier for refund again ? Do you know a word OKAY can mean a lot of thing , i am not you and how do i know what you are trying to tell me . You might be angry cause i don't want to change my order and keep asking you but do you know that i MORE angry than you when u treat me like this . If that cheater is really you right , then have you really change a not ? if you haven change then don't open a blogshop . I don't want others to be like me now , keep hoping for refund or nagging at you for such a small issue , u already old enough to know what is wrong and what is right , if u did something wrong then u got to apologise first . Anyway , i know where she study and also some other detail , if carry on like this , i don't mind posting all her detail on Internet since other ppl who blacklist her might want to know where she had gone MIA to . (ppl who blacklist her is already about 2 years back )

School
Aww...do wrongly for my BZE homework again . Today taking class photo , i'm the only one not joining them . Please don't ask me why , there is simply just too many reason behind it and btw i am busy doing my CMB stuff too so don't want to be involve . Fall down yesterday in school ): But not that serious actually expect a bruise on my knee . And after a few month in school i really did mind about how they response and speak to me . I will feel sad if someone who i spoke to take me as transparent and don't reply back my question , it might sound funny to some others but that is really how i feel. Anyway , today is Friday , i going to take a short break today and forget about everything during this 3 days. Try to forgive and forget my friend mistake . The mistake make by them can be now or last time so don't have to make wild guesses is it you , i not going to mention anyone of my friend name here . I just hope they can understand how i feel and won't repeat the same things again. ANd exam exam exam ....again . Waaaaa! waiting for September to come ((:

2011-07-19T07:38:00.000-07:00

Wow impressive person that i have ever seen ! What A GREAT BLOGSHOP OWNER TECHNIQUE! I have open a online blogshop before & even now , i don't even treat my customer like this . I really like to know how would u feel if u purchase something and end up receiving this kind of service , i feel this person more like a liar near to scammer. I going to put all my anger down here. 26 June , i mail this person asking this apparel spree closing date , of course there is a fast reply from this person, saying 15 cap. 27 June , i mail her again asking about the registered postage charges (enquiry) & the things i am interested in .After that she still reply me and asking if i really want to order . Thinking that she can be trusted & seem responsible , i decide to send in my order form through mail instead of sending order form through her website cause i feel more comfortable by email the person . I even mention in the mail can i transfer the $ to u the next day or fri on that week BUT she didn't reply TILL 2 July then i saw her mail saying we have not receive your payment , transfer by 2moro then give the bank a/c no. I started a bit unhappy , firstly she didn't mail me to confirm my order & secondly she didn't give me her a/c no. after i submit my order (She reply by 1 july but i only manage to check my mail by 2 july . If i didn't saw how ? blacklist me right ? i can't alway check my mail all time , at first i thought she forgot my order already so didn't bother that much , thinking that maybe dun want the clothes which i order since she didn't reply) However , i caught by surprise that she reply me at last so i still reply telling her why i didn't transfer and will try to transfer by that day , 2 july. After the transfer of payment , i immediately mail her back and also remind her on tagboard to reply my mail so of course she reply my mail on time which is 2 july. 16 July , i find something very weird about the spree as all the picture are being change , no status is updated too even though i pay ( maybe busy so i am fine with it ). Ok continue... i decide to mail her asking about the clothes i order still available and some other enquiry , she reply and said we apologise , supplier change all the picture . Mind changing ur order to others clothes , submitting order on that day (that is all she said) , after seeing the message i quickly reply saying i want a refund as nothing i like to purchase but know what SHE DIDN'T REPLY ME TILL 19 JULY. No response from her make me worry so i tag on her tagboard once on 18 july asking her to reply my mail asap (she delete my post on tagboard), the next morning i saw the post missing and still didn't reply me , so i tag again (twice)saying kindly pls reply my mail regarding the refund of $ . Of course this time round she did reply my mail but remove the post on tagboard. This is the part that make me fed up , she reply said can't refund me due to payment submit to supplier and supplier ask her to chose other item . But u know what i already mail her on 16 July saying i want refund , why can't she read my mail first before sending in order ? AND the spree status i saw is open on july 7 and it is a new spree . I am thinking if she bother to mail me soon after she change her spree item , such a thing won't happen or if she bother to reply me asap . Somemore , during this period of time i watch closely at her blogshop , she been replying and answering others mail but keep missing out mine so that why i would tag her on tagboard to ask her reply me . Lastly she said spamming her with email/enquiry will not make her reply faster but if she keep reply others expect mine , make me feel like she avoiding my message so of course i will rush her and tag on her tagboard once or twice in a few days and as for email i only mail her twice about the refund . I also feel annoying and tired when keep asking the same person same question . I also did saw two said pls reply their qns , no patient and another said can be serious and true to buyer a not. Now i either argue back , lose my money if not change to other item , lastly if i anyhow change to other clothes , can she be trusted ? will the clothes still mail to my house ? I totally speechless now and my mind all blank , i will not buy from this person again the second time .

2011-07-18T03:39:00.000-07:00

Haiz ..Suddenly got attire check . Lucky this morning before leaving the house, i have removed all the nails polish expect i didn't cut my nails. So get caught for long nails and they also check through our bag .But i do not know how short the nails to be cut or trim cause i compare mine to my friend one , her nails is quite short but in the end still get caught , hahas is it because standard rise up ? Only one out of the maybe 5 or 6 ppl mention to my friend or all of my friend that got to tie up long hair but i just a bit don't understand, other girl also keep long hair but they didn't seem to tie up when they go sch expect for PE lesson . Anyway, just got to obey the rules and instruction given by them can already . Today second time eating lunch at school canteen (: well today dismiss late so end up reach home by 5 plus going 6pm . Got to eat my dinner now ....
Btw I really hope the person can quickly mail me back and i want my refund ! Really don't understand why the person can take the effort to mail to others but not my mail . Just now go tag at the person tagboard again asking pls reply asap , thank you . And know what i find myself getting more annoying and disturbing cause got to keep asking the person to pls mail me , thank you . Is she avoiding my mail or simply forget / busy to reply my mail ??

2011-07-15T19:36:00.000-07:00

ONLINE SHOPPING
There is advantages & disadvantages. Well it is base on trust and perhaps luck ? Recently mail a blogshop owner question regarding the preorder. At first all mail is reply and i thought this person can be trusted.Later i mail the person saying that i want to make a purchase but it take about 1 week to reply my mail saying we still haven receive the payment , please make the payment by 2moro (actually should send her through the other type of order form but just that i not use to it so mail her more easy) .At that moment i was shock cause i only saw this mail the very next day (which mean is the day that i view the mail must submit payment). But i told her you didn't reply my mail together with ur bank a/c no. so how would i be able to transfer the money to u when u dun even confirm my order yet . But that matter is small issue so i am fine with it but later there is a change in the spree , this is the part where i feel a bit angry . The person didn't inform me and i got to mail the person to ask if the item is still available but waiting for a few days the person still didn't reply so i decide to tag at the tagbaord the second time and mail her second time to ask her the same qns and remind her to reply my mail asap. Actually, it is common for ppl to forget to reply mail or they miss out mail but seeing the person keep updating blog and replying other ppl mail or message and yet miss out mine even though waited patiently for her reply for few days. Now i only hope the person reply me and i can get my refund back soon and i don't want to end up having same problem as my friend whom order some apparels few years back and end up didn't get her item or even money , not even the blogshop owner inform her about anything , eg. out of stock or spree cancel. My friend end up losing her money , anyway my friend didn't check spree status or ask the person so part of it is my friend fault too for just being too careless.

School Life
Getting from bad to worst if not worst to a bit better .
I totally get tired of the matter or problem i get but so far everything still manageable . Yesterday just went to bugis with friend and hardly buy anything expect FOOD. The most funny and stupid part is the lift from my home, i get shock and scare by it. The reason is because the lift is going to spoilt .When i went into the lift , i look up and was about to press the floor number , i saw that the lift button is already press . Then i tell myself okay then , press the close button instead. But i haven press , the lift already close the door . Then thinking that ok nevermind , don't scare myself. Not a while lift open, i thought someone want enter the lift but no one . So i press close button , again the lift didn't went up and door open again . I thought someone is doing some prank so i went out and take a look , again no ppl and so i decide to take the next lift. Hahas i ownself find that i am very silly without knowing the lift might be spoilt. And my fringe growing longer too , going to trim it later ((:

2011-07-05T02:49:00.001-07:00

Nowadays busy over my homework and blogshop, didn't login to facebook and twitter for a very long time . And my holiday going to end soon, actually at first going to school and meeting new friend , learning new things is fun but now when thought of going school ....(speechless). There is a lot of things which can't be said or tell others. Anyway, who care if I'm am happy or satisfy with what i doing or how i feel now . What i can do is just got to tell myself even how sad, angry , unhappy or frustrated , i just got to bear with it and finish my studies and most importantly is graduate , i miss my secondary school life. And i watch Monte Carlo last week with friend , quite a nice movie (:

2011-05-16T08:47:00.000-07:00

Fianlly persuade my father to buy me a iphone but now the problem is the white iphone which i want is out of stock at most outlet. I am trying my luck 2moro to see if other shop still got sell a not, i wish and really hope the answer is a YES. I been waiting to buy this phone for a long time, almost no patience to wait already hahas. Simin birthday coming soon but i don't think i will be free on that day due to school dismiss late and exam . But i already thought of preparing her birthday thing in advance and ask jeslene to pass it to her on 25 May and exam date is so near, i got to rush out a timetable for my revision. My biggest challenges is OFA , i'm not good about those computer skills but got no choice, i going to study and practise during this weekend, wow now think of that i really got quite a lot to revise. Recently there is a few movie that i want to watch but no chance and time, i also been spending a lot of money over clothes and other stuff. Now my pocket one big hole, i going to save up money from wednesday onward so that i can buy another Iphone case . I think i am in love with purple too! Bought a few item but all is purple colour , eg. Bag lols (:

2011-05-07T17:19:00.000-07:00

Update on Sunday 8 may (:
29 April went to perm my hair, it is those small curl. I don't really like it a lot and find it weird too.Maybe i still not use to it ? Okay 1st test for BZE is over and now preparing for the 2nd test which is on thurs and there is a lot of notes to read and study. Today is Mother's Day but didn't go celebrate with my family because it's been like this since i was child, a few days ago, if i didn't remember wrong ,on wed, i started had diarrhoea on that night and next morning still same thing happen so on MC that day. I only can eat porridge and food that is not oily and fried . 2moro back to Monday again, lesson end at 5pm.Very tired. Nowadays, hoping to save enough money to buy a iPhone 4 , I've been struggling on whether to buy the phone a not because of the price, i know my dad can't afford it so i didn't mention it again. I think the best solution is to save money and maybe if possible work during my sch holiday.But it really will take a lot of month to reach my goal ):

2011-04-25T06:25:00.001-07:00

Today wake up at 5am just to bath and get ready for school , i already had the habit that wake up early to prepare and take about 45-55minute to go school , that include taking bus and boarding the mrt. I am always the first one to reach the place where i meet them cause i am staying near there compare to them. Monday is always such a tiring day as i got to wake up early and end my lesson late , after lunch i still had lesson and know what , late again . We are late cause we went to buy small birthday cake for classmate, when reach our class , i saw everyone sitting in a circle and i thought they are playing some kind of game then suddenly our teacher told us to stand in the middle of the circle , of course we do as she said but just that i didn't expect her to ask we all who late for class to sing nor dance for our punishment. When i heard that i am thinking omg ! Both i also dunno , what to do . At the moment , actually i am feeling quite embarrass and can't stop my laughter. Teacher play a song and ask us to perform , oh well it is NOBODY. Anyway i also dunno what to do , just standing where we are and keep laughing until someone demonstrate the dance step and show us , i mean teach us a few simple dance step but in the end we also never dance nor sing cause my classmate save us by choosing a song he like and dance in front of the whole class. Hahas! After lesson end , my friend help to celebrate his birthday for a short while and after that continue the lesson till 5pm. Then HOME SWEET HOME ! yeah i am super tired , 2moro still got lesson but start at a later time so i can sleep a bit longer, hope 2moro last period lesson gone smooth (:

2011-04-23T07:53:00.000-07:00

It's already April and going to be May soon. MY ITE school life started a few weeks ago and i am glad that i am slowly adapting to my new life , well the truth is i miss my secondary school life although there are always unhappy stuff . I miss my friend , teacher and of course the school canteen food hahas. Started of my first day of school , i meet peizhen under my blk and walk to mrt station to board the train and went to school together. We had orientation programme and it's all about game which allow us to interact and know one another better and talk during the three day. I also started my first lesson on the third day after my orientation . I also get to know 5 new friend . I can't remember exactly is when , perhaps last week or so , i was late for school and worst still , raining in the morning but my friend still wait for me . I'm feeling so sorry , cause i make them wait for me about half an hour. Actually i mistaken that i meet them at 8.45am and thought i still have plenty of time so i waited till 7.45am then leave the house but lucky i got switch on my phone early and saw the message send by them if not i will be in deep trouble as my lesson start at 8am! Then on that day i was like panic and also in a rush , i tell myself how can i be so blur. So far , i have a hard time to cope with one of the subject but i think i just got to practice more and every problem will be solve (:

2011-03-19T23:33:00.001-07:00

this is update on 20 march(:
19 march that day....
Yesterday regret goin out with hui zhen they all , actually i don't want to go but end up still making the wrong decision. I was late when meeting jeslene & hui zhen under the blk due to some personal reason. After that we meet the rest of the ppl at the MRT station , i am gald that i am not the only one who late , jialing oso late. After that we take mrt to Amk and from there take a long bus journey to somewhere. But something happen after come out of the mrt there , actually we didn't mean to go separate way or wad , is my friend said keep a distance from them first and watch , just nice 2 boy 2 girl , after that we just stand where we are when waiting for the mrt to come and this is why we standing a distance from them . After exist from the mrt at the amk there , jeslene said y must walk separate way ? i said oh , we walk down using escalator then she like angry le then said ok nevermind, wallk off. But i oso didn't manage to tell her we didn't follow u all walk down the staircase instead we take the escalator because we three lazy....i haven even explain finish everything too. SO nevermind , i sit alone in the bus , then the rest sit separately. While listening to music , i starting not feeling well , is it because i didn't eat much for lunch or too long didn't take such a long bus journey ?? i oso not sure but i just remain silent and stop listening to music. Anyway i also starting to feel a bit angry because i don't think i do anything wrong for the moment. About 1 hour later , we reach the place ( where i also dunno where i am) , we went inside the coffee shop to have lunch . We find a place to sit down , hui zhen find that the seat area are dirty ( which i find it still ok but i didn't tell her)and decide not to eat anything , i actually want eat but i find the surrounding warm plus i not feeling well , i scare i vomit so i didn't eat anything too and i siting down back facing them. I heard one of them saying see their 2 faces so black , i can't eat then she shift to another table , at that moment i was like .... speechless , I'm not sure if she know i not feeling well a not but I'm sure she angry with me because she didn't talk to me either . But anyway i already feeling angry and i just continue back facing them. After a few minute i really can't take it , the heat make me feel more sick and giddy so i ask hui zhen accompany me go walk around and telling them i finding dustbin to throw litter. But it really did help after leaving the coffee shop because i feeling a bit better expect giddy ?? On our way out , walking around , i ask her u want eat a not because she didn't eat much for lunch , if she really don't like goin there eat , find some other places like MacDonald there also fine . Anyway we still walk back to coffee shop and find them, i didn't eat anything too , i am afraid i will faint or wat then i stand up and said okay i goin home , bye simin then walk off . I ask ppl on the street , what bus number can go yishun but haiz no one know so i go look for the board at bus stop , while looking , suddenly phone ring , it is jeslene calling & i answer . But end up is Simin the one answering then i know okay , she is totally angry at me where i also dunno wat i did wrong . I go back look for them again after putting down the fone , then jai ling bf started ask me , u not feeling well , i said yupp . u know how to go back , i said dunno. Then i am glad at least he is kind enough to direct the way and tell me the bus number , if not i really taking cab go home which from there to yishun , it will be super expensive. Anyway , when i am in the bus , i still sms her telling i am already in bus , i don't want let other to worry too. I reach home about 6 plus , then switch off my phone . I don't want to look at any message for the moment , i am tired , not feeling well and angry. I think i still need some time to think if i really did anything wrong and let my anger to gone too .

on 18 march that day....
Went to ite for the registration thing and purchase uniform but unfortunately the uniform is out of stock , don't have my size . Then i end up go back home with only buying pe attire & 2 polo tee . The rest i ask hui zhen help me buy . wow ! i really got to thank her for helping me buy , i that day lack of sleep and i whole ppl like want faint. Okay anyway the worst thing all already happen for the 2 day , i will just forget everything and be happy.

2011-02-27T00:56:00.000-08:00

Yesterday, meet up with jialing , simin , jeslene and jia ling boyfriend at mrt station.It's been a long time since we hang out or met each other as everyone are busy with their study or job. And everyone is having a lot of fun and enjoying ourself , we even take a lot of photo. Firstly, we actually intend to go to bishan but we change our mind and decide to go plaza singapura for window shopping, we went to Hongkong cafe to have light meal and dessert, about 4 or 5plus, we went to take neoprint at nearby , next we even went to take mrt to orchard for another window shopping before we had our dinner at about 7pm. But time really do flies , jialing had to go back home early so after dinner , we straight away take bus and went home , well it took about 1 hour plus before reaching yishun. And then home sweet home , i will try to upload a lot of photo too(:

2011-02-24T18:27:00.000-08:00

1 or 2 week ago met with some friend to AMK hub to watch movie but because of this person which i will name him 'M' was late for more than 2 hour , cause us not able to watch movie , okay even that so this person didn't even bother to apologise to us which made me feel more angry.As some of us got something on later for that late afternoon that y everyone try to be punctual.And this 'M' had also done something wrong which he also didn't apologise to my friend, he saw a photo at my friend facebook and he told her that this and that look ugly ( he only name out some name and said all are ugly, i don't know he is referring to everyone or wad) but i think he should not say this , this will hurt their feeling , do u know that ? know what ? he still say he gf is more pretty than us. I mean to me i won't said this to my friend nor a boy that you are ugly because it is very rude , even though after that he told my friend he was just joking when he know everyone was angry about this matter. He is old already to know that what is right & wrong , what he should and should not said, anyway i heard from my other friend that he said he is going to change his bad attitude and ask them to give him a chance but my friend said this 'M' still didn't change much , do whatever he want . I do not know if he one day will saw this post a not but if he does , i hope he can at least said sorry to my friend if he know his mistake . Don't judge a person by how he or she look , that is how i think.Because when i am young , i am being called ugly for year so i know how hurt it is...Recently, i also heard the news that 2 of the u-kiss member is leaving , well i am shock and feeling sad too.Okay end the post for today , going watch dream high! (:

2011-02-14T06:54:00.001-08:00

Today went out with jeslene to northpoint to buy something and later in the afternoon we went to eat thai food again (: well yesterday went for my second time dental appointment and i found out i got two wisdom tooth that need to be extract , although it is a small operation but i refuse to extract the tooth out because I'm scare! Actually the reason why i went for dental appointment is because i want to put braces but after the explanation , i got to decide if i want to put braces as i know that it is very painful and can't really bite any food that is hard.I also get scold by my father for nothing which i find it very unfair because he dunno what i am thinking and referring to and just anyhow scold me , i don't want to mention again , thinking of this only make me very angry but i didn't argue back , just remain silent and cry. I really don't like ppl who mistaken me for something which i didn't do or said.But anyway it is over already, recently my mood is not very good too, always get angry or upset due to something , i know that one day everything will be ok and back to normal. Next month i still need to go to school for the registration , i think my parent is going to accompany me go too. ok , got to watch dream high at youtube now (:

2011-02-07T23:16:00.000-08:00

written on 8 feb
Last sunday , in the afternoon i meet jeslene and went to northpoint a while to buy some food and also shampoo after that i think i reach home around 3 plus ? i can't really rmb the time exactly. Then i waited for some of my friend to come my house bai nian , they reach my house about 6.15pm. We watch Tv till around 7pm , we started to eat our dinner , my mum cook some simple dishes , like cereal prawn & soup but i find it not very nice hahas , i prefer last time one which is more delicious so this time round i didn't eat much.After dinner , we chat a while and watch Tv , after tat 10 plus they left because some of them still got to work the next day.

Yesterday, went out with jeslene to AMK hub to eat thai food , she order a few dishes like papaya salad , sticky rice with mango and more , altogether add up cost $41.80.Well thank for the treat , actually i feel that i should help to pay a bit even though i just eat a bit but still end up didn't pay , perharp i shall pay when we go eat thai food again(: 2plus or 3 plus reach yishun , after that something happen i don't feel like saying , because just thinking of it already feeling a bit angry.Anyway , i go to my friend house to bai nian but i forgot to bring my orange with me when i go out with jeslene , OMG! i am still hesitating if i should go her house because i feel that go ppl house to bai nian without orange like very rude. But in the end i still got go and said sorry that i didn't bring my orange along because i totally forgot.Haiz i am so blur.Around 8pm then leave her house and go back home together with another friend. Wed , they will then come to my house to bai nian.

2011-02-04T17:42:00.000-08:00

written on 5 feb
Yesterday went to relative house for visiting and had dinner over there. Well i find it kind of boring because i got no one to chat with althought there are cousin too , all i do is just watch tv , see my surrounding and my cousin baby boy which is just only a few mth old, he is so adorable(:It's the truth that i not very close to some of them tat y , i just only greet them and sit at the sofa.Dinner can use only one word to describe GREAT! because the food is nice , even thought just a few simple dishes, i like the curry and is different from how my mum cook lols. .I also receive a few red packet from a lot of aunt. Hahas my aunt also ask me to wish her to become more pretty each year , i can't stop laughing after saying out this sentence.8 plus then reach home , very tired.
Hello, thank for the comment (: ( tagboard)

2011-02-03T06:25:00.000-08:00

Happy CNY everyone (:
Again , the same old sentence, i had a long time didn't update my blog. Yesterday is the eve of chinese new year and i had steamboat for dinner, today just simply went to relative house for visiting tat all and 2moro will be the same thing too , visit other ppl house but maybe i will chose to stay indoor and watch tv ?? Recently i been watching dream high and updating twitter, some more a few day ago i fall sick and a few day cannot go out , during that period of time , i feel so bored because i can't hangout with my friend but now i have recover and can go out but i chose to stay at home , hahas i'm so weird.Still got a few month before school start , the beginning of the start of the school day mean i'm starting a brand new life & day , i do not know if i can adapt to a new environment , lacking my best friend , i know i had to learn to be independent but somehow i find it hard , i'm afraid the same old story will happen again. But i know tat i just got to be brave , i'm sure i can overcome my fear right !? Anyway, i didn't get better grade and i am so disappointed wif my result but now i have get over it ,as i know life has to goes on. (:

2011-01-01T22:35:00.000-08:00

it is already 2 Jan (:
two day ago just dye my hair and now
waiting for result , okay that all for
today.

24 Dec
went out with my friend to celebrate Christmas with them
we didn't really go for the countdown , we just watch movie
and after the movie end we go take photo , by then it is quite
late so call my dad to drive us home , first time in my life
to stay out so late hahas , reach home already 4.05am .
Super tired!

2010-10-15T06:43:00.000-07:00

Exam !
Yupp i am currently down with a bit of stress?
and i am very worry about my exam too , haiz.
Plus a lot of thing has happen and cause me
to be in bad mood too . Yesterday , asked
jeslene to accompany me go causeway point
a while and so didn't join my classmate out .
Anyway i got to think of bdae present so i
cannot expect hui zhen to accompany me
and go out buy her present . Hahas but in
the end i also can't think of what to buy ,
i am trying to get her something special
for her present this year.Okay , got to
start study now , hope that i will pass
my exam and get over those unhappy
thing (which i don't want to mention)
as soon as possible .

2010-06-21T17:54:00.000-07:00

this update is written on 22 june .
U-kiss Meet and Greet Session & showcase is great!
well i only manage to get VIP ticket but that okay (:
Most importantly is i can see them and i am very happy already , i wish they can come to Singapore again , U-kiss jiayou ! First day , i reach IMM garden plaza there to wait for about 3 hour and i didn't prepare anything like books and i feel so bored so i sms jeslene to ask her chat with me hahas , finally when they come , i quickly stand up but too slow already , ppl from our back rush to the front and meanwhile waiting for hui zhen to wear her high heel shoes probably but due to infront ppl too tall , it is very difficult for us to take their foto or video , so most of the time i use hui zhen camera to take foto because using fone to take video and picture is very blur . from far away i only can see their head that all , after this Meet and Greet Session end , me and hui zhen hurry rush home , hopping to reach home early so that we won't miss the TV show at 9pm , their performance at the show singing Man Man ha ni is great hahas . The next day , me and hui zhen go down to the showcase place and reach about 2pm and waited outside for 5 hour , the weather is super hot and warm and i keep walking in and out of the shopping centre which i have to cross the overhead bridge , then before go in eat a bit of burger which i bought early in the afternoon . If i didn't rmb wrong around 6pm we started to move in very slowly and get in to the place like 7pm le , looking back , there is still a lot of ppl queuing up behind , i heard that there is 300 VVIP and 700 VIP , if i know i should have come down early in the morning yesterday . Before entering , they have to check our bag and no drink should be bring in , i also dunno why but never mind , finally go in , inside already got a lot of ppl inside and i stand at the Conner , around 7.30pm , the event start and when i saw them i am so happy ! i can see them more better and clearer than 20 June , they sing a few song and play game with some of the fan and it is so good that after the game ended , the fan can still hug their idol , WOW (: But too bad i currently can't update any foto because everything is with hui zhen , i still have to wait for her to send me the foto and video so once i receive the foto or video i will upload it soon . Lastly everyone sing birthday song to Dong ho and Alexander too and i will wait patiently for their new album to come out ! Anyway Kevin Jiayou , i will always support u hahas (: Overall i can only said everything is great !!!

2010-06-02T22:42:00.000-07:00

Hello :D Jeslene i update le (:
it's been a long time since my last update ! Hahas because i am too lazy to update my blog . During this long period of time , there is a lot of thing happening and making me so emotional but now i manage to learn to control my emotion and get over those unhappy memories although there is still things that i regret . Like i regret didn't spent much time with my grandfather when he is still alive and a lot , now i learn to cherish what i have , spent my time meaningfully .Now what i really want to achieve in life is pass my 'O' level exam with flying colour and in future can get a good job and be a more independent person ( don't wish to relied on ppl help too much). Actually don't want to update my blog for the time being but because jeslene influence me and now i am back to blogging again . This two week still need go back to school for lesson and i am so scared of doing practical as i always make mistake , haiz . Meanwhile , i am in a happy mood too because u-kiss is coming to Singapore haha (: Okay have to end here today , i still got school homework to do .
(Message : Jeslene rmb do more exercise , if not later you too fat until i cannot recognise who are you (: ....Joking )

2009-06-18T20:33:00.000-07:00

On tue around 1am then sleep , some more next day 6.15am wake up , well it is because weiteng they all plan to go to escape theme park and plus it is also yijin birthday so we all go there play and have fun .At first i never thought of going join them to go escape theme park but still go at the end , we suppose to meet everyone at 8am at northpoint but me , yijin we all late so cause them wait for us about half and hour or more , after breadfast then we go take Mrt and bus to there , well it is quite a long journey till there . When reach there , we all stand outside for more than 5min to discuss each person should pay how much and blah blah blah . Finally went in , the time is like 11 something , we go put our belonging in the locker which cost $2 coin then i only take $2 with me , just for in case i need to buy anything . first we to play the dunno wad game , four person sit on it then the machine will like spin back and front , lols i am the only one screaming among the four ppl . Next we go to sit on the viking and everyone said want sit the behind one so i also go join them sit behind , they at first said sit behind more scary but i tell them nvermind then when it start , is is still ok but when that boat hor reach at certain height , wa ! it is so scary , i feel like dropping down from the top and my leg can't touch the ground , that feeling i can't describe lah but is is sure very scary hahas plus i too timid le . After the first round i quickly cum down because they said still want go for the second round mah , then one of them cum down after the second round , nt feeling well so me and her go rest first , later then continue playing . Next is the haunted house , yong le and me go in first , follow by weiteng and yong le sister then other girl who seem to be like somewhere around our age . I am too afraid to go in first so yong le go in first then me , inside is quite dark , when go in already , we stop at the first entrance there for sometime as inside is very scary and yong le get scare by it one time , behind us the few girl keep saying quick quick but they themselves also dun dare go first , weiteng see le said she go first follow by yong le sister then infront me is yong le , we slowly walk in , behind me still got one girl , holding tightly on my shoulder then i thought is daphane or yijin but i think better dun call their name because scare call wrong ppl mah so i ask her who are u ? she reply said : I dunno ! quickly go !! , then i turn my head , the girl wear spectacles then i know is not daphne , peirong or yijin le . The few girl behind walk too fast then keep pushing somemore , i almost fall down by quite a few time .OK after this we separate into two group , one play the game that got water then another go play the car one ,i chose the car game , well i only go one round because i struck on top for quite sometime , then when can go down already , i dunno how to control then is like actually must slow down then i never slow down and it went all the way down very fast , when i step on the brake , it went to hit the side of the wall . But at first i want to play then later when queue up half way , i tell weiteng said i dun want play le cuz i scare struck on top then dunno how to drive down but she said try first , since you already queue up for so long already , haiz i feel a bit embarrassing because i struck on top for quite sometime plus the last one to reach there then a lot of ppl is looking at me , but finally it have past le , we go burger king eat burger then some go rest and some still continue playing . around 5.15pm , we leave the escape theme park , then yijin they all want go east coast park so we follow them , the terrible part cum , we not sure how to went there so go find out mah , then we take bus back pasir ris then take another bus to east coast area there , it took us 1 hour to reach there and of course walk for a long distance , we end up walk wrong route and go wrong place , but at that time , i am way too hungry and starting not feeling well already , lucky walk for a while then find the coffee shop , we go there have dinner . after i eat finish , i go ask the auntie and uncle where is the nearest mrt station , well it is enuos . haiz we go take the bus number 15 then from enuo mrt station to city hall , but my another friend not feeling well so got no choice , we said take taxi , we intend to go bugis there take taxi but i end up take wrong mrt and went up to raffles place , haiz we are so blur lor . Finally 10.40pm like that reach home , by that time i already feeling super tired . okay end here , home sweet home (: and sorry , jeslene .

2009-06-02T18:49:00.001-07:00

Time are precious ...
Really time are really precious , now i really get to realise it ):
Well during this few day , there is so much thing happening and it make me feel so upset . First i fail some of the subject , example : physic and i know i really got to buck up and there is no much time to waste . Secondly , a few week ago , my best friend & i having small argument but actually we did not face to face quarrel or wad , we just remain silent and dun talk one another .I think this continue for week bah , hmm can't rmb but now got talk a bit , mostly talk on homework . But now it is fine with me cuz the big matter that really bother me is my family matter , well i can't tell . Okay thing had happened and already past . This two week , will be going back to school often for remedial and now everyday doing a bit of my homework , that all , haiz very tired , update till here for today .

2009-03-17T03:38:00.000-07:00

Last week went to bugis together with jeslene and we go there twice which is sat and Sunday (:
And we happen to saw a man wearing a long dress and high heel shoes , he is putting makeup too ! Jeslene like super shocked lols because he is just like right behind us , well some ppl saw already laugh and we like thought maybe is just play game lose liao then walk around th bugis eh something like that . Then yesterday i told my friend about what i had saw at bugis then she said she also saw this person but is at mrt station there . Okay sunday , we walk walk again at bugis and it is raining heavily lor but later not raining le , we happen to pass by and saw da zui ba , of course they on stage singing (: But too bad , my fone camera cannot take the foto cuz i standing too far and the image taken is super small , haiz too bad lah .Then on Monday my friend cum over my house to have dinner , after dinner then watch tv after that everyone went home , that all for today bye .

2009-03-08T04:47:00.000-07:00

Hahas. Long time no update my blog already
And you know wad ? i fail my math ):
is like the first time fail so badly , i think i got to buck up le
Cannot slack , okay on Friday , went out with jieling they all
to have lunch at causeway point , after that we all went walk
walk a while , then around 5pm meet hui zhen at timezone
as she said she want buy something but still end up no buying
anything . Later before going home , went to comic shop then
home sweet home .Next day , meet hui zhen again , go comic
shop and buy a few of comic book , hahas just love to read comic
book , but actually suppose to go study with friend but they
all not free so i went out with hui zhen . And sorry not able to
go out with jeslene they all .

Btw a lot of thing happen during this few week and i am so confusing and unhappy but lucky there is always friend around me to give me some advice , thanks (:

2009-02-16T01:10:00.000-08:00

haiz i feel like life is from bad to worst and i am so tiring !
today got back my chinese paper and i am not satisfy with my mark as i know i can do better but still feel bad about it , at the same time this year i taking 'O' level chinese exam so i cannot afford to fail my chinese .Actually , i am quite sad after seeing my result , it is badly done this time round . i do not know what more i still can do , i just feeling so tired all this while , feel more like giving up but i know i not suppose to do so , got to struggle quite a lot . People can't understand why i am still so sad and not satisfy with my mark , they just said you still better than me , can pass then ok already . But to me it is not enough , my wish for the grade of chinese is A1 and do you know it is so diffcult , tat why i telling myself i must try my best to score better grade than before and so ppl ask me about my grade and i did not tell them because i am so worry and sad about getting such a mark tat i end up in a bad mood . It is not even 35 mark lor . So i am right , i am th one being easily distracted by other thing , how i wish i can multitasking so that can do a lot of thing at a time . During CME lesson , teacher ask us to form in a group of 6 and end up i must in a group where by there are 4 boy ! Because we are the left out one . I dunno how to discuss about the cme thing lor , not every boy will participate in discussion, i think i might as well do th script up together with hui zhen . So fan !

2009-02-14T07:25:00.000-08:00

Happy Valentine Day , Everyone (:
Okay , went out wif few of my friend.
We go northpoint walk walk a while & then go KFC to eat a bit ,
around 6pm take mrt go bishan to play at the timezone and
actually , i almost being able to bring back one bear bear at there
but when grab the bear bear up , it fall , is like very happy then
when saw the bear drop , happy for nothing . I try a few time &
still nt able to got at least one . Sian . Hahas , around 7pm then
go back yishun & have dinner at long john silver . Home sweet
home , Happy day .

But .
this matter make me rather angry .
if you are unsure or curious can always
cum & ask me , no need to gossip
behind my back and talk nonsenses.
I treat him as a friend only , it does
not mean i treat him good mean i like
him , if like tat then i treat every boy
good then i like everyone , is it ? -_-
th thing i want to clarify is , a friend
means a friend , nth much .
sorry this message is only for someone , you should know who u are .
I hope you can stop saying thing tat are not real or not th truth .
Thank you and sorry if the way of my writing is being rude .

2009-02-10T04:46:00.000-08:00

11/2/09
Super tired !
Early in th morning , meet hui zhen and jeslene at my blk and keep hearing hui zhen talking about all her complain , tat is her story , last nite sleep at 10pm as usual mah then almost 11pm someone sms her and her fone ring loudly , she is then distrub by the sound came from the fone and then got no choice but to wake up and check who sms her , guess wad ? Is jia ling stead ! asking who are you ? , using jia ling fone. Because hui zhen told me that she dun like ppl to sms her during nite time when she is sleeping half way through as it will make her diffcult to fall asleep again. Then she said she feel very angry at th moment , all i said is okok . Story end . Lols , later then having lesson and recess and so , after recess , have physic test to do and teacher forget to bring test paper to class again but no choice rush out of the class room to get the paper from the office or somewhere , hmm not sure . Th test paper , not most qns i can do and find it a bit hard but i really got study for science but nevermind pass already , now looking forward to 2moro math test , i got to go study already because don't really understand how to solve qns in the book so got to go study , if not 2moro test , i again dunno how to do again . Nowadays , i feel like dun really want to talk or chat with anyone at the moment especially my close friend , i guess maybe busy over study or got something bothering me , hmm not sure eh feel like staying alone , me sound funny right ? I also not sure , just like not happy , sometime maybe ppl thought that i dun friend them -_- ....Anyway should be back to normal soon . Having bad mood for this whole week , might continue too , haiz so much thing that i need to worry for .
10/2/09
Entering the mth of feb , new year have pass long ago , this year red packet never count how much money because i don't really care tat much , everything completely change , if i can wish , i rather to have whole family seated down for dinner rather than me eating steamboat alone . Last Last week , some of my friend cum my house for visiting and having dinner over my house that nite but they did not stay long because the next day have school mah but i gald they like the food that my dad cook due to my mum not feeling well that time . Later , catch a movie at yishun , the wedding game at 7.10 or 7.15pm , i can't rmb the time correctly but that time it is quite rush because we leave the house at 7pm then if walk there still need take some time so me , weiteng and cindy walk quite fast to buy movie ticket . Around 9pm the movie end then i take bus and go back home , the movie is actually quite funny and nice to watch (: It been a long time since my last update , 2moro i still got a physic test , follow up by e-math and sci test and for this week everyday also got test so need to study everyday after i came back home from sch .Okay just change background today and song , quite a cute layout hahas , ending here .

2009-01-25T02:21:00.001-08:00

Tonight is " chu xi ye "
steamboat ? i don't really care if there is steamboat for dinner tonight
what really bother me is a reunions dinner for the day , reunions dinner
meant to be all family member sat down to have dinner together at
th same time , if one is gonna to be miss out then this won't be so call
any reunions dinner anymore , merely like commonly like last time
no laugh , no happiness , already lost the kind of smile having on every
one face long ago , how i wish it will came back one day , i miss u ):

In the afternoon , accompany jeslene to meet the guy who came to yishun and
help friend to collect bucket bag from her , well later buy some snack and go to
nearby void deck to eat up all the food , suddenly feeling giddy then i just tell
her its time to go home but did not tell her i not feeling well then finally reach
home and take a short rest , lucky i am fine now (:

2009-01-22T22:50:00.000-08:00

Yeah lesson as usual but just that only attend first 5 period then next is new year school celebration and got concert , first two period is chemistry , follow by e-math and PE , the worst part ): we go to science lab today and do experiment to see whether is that item mix with another will it have bubble form ? react vigorously or nothing happen and got to record every single thing we done and written onto our exercise book . Some even take out fone camera to video the whole process , while we do one of the experiment and it have a pop sound , react more vigorously than the other one , after i put already , my sudden reaction is move backward and then bang on to shimin , so sorry . Because i scare too mah . Next i forgot to bring my report book , omg ! but lucky teacher willingly to give me a chance and extend the date to next week , thank ((: E-math lesson , teacher only continue teaching what he stop yesterday , well everyday i have math lesson in school , my math teacher is mr long but i find it a bit hard to understand what he teach but not really everything lah , lastly is after recess is school concert , just a few performance then 12.20pm went back class to wait for school dismisses , finally 12.45pm , walk back home slowly together with hui zhen , since she coming my house too , because she want borrow from me comestic item then last nite i already agree and allow to lent her although i haven use it nor open it before but never mind , you know wad , hui zhen starting to read comic book , she like to read it now but before that she dun really like to read chinese comic because she only interested in mr midnight book hahas , good for her , another bookworm , well she started reading only this year , influence by us who love to read comic hahas , okay now planning what to cook or prepare food when my friend cum my house next week , well still quite a long time expect for test , i didn't expect test to arrive so early , sian i dun like to study during Chinese new year but no choice , ending here , wishing everyone a happy Chinese new year !!! yupp just change the background , i find it cute lah hahas , i know it is very childish (:

2009-01-17T06:09:00.000-08:00

Two more week away will be Chinese new year (:
should be happy bah because i got two day rest at home and can relax a bit hahas but definitely a lot of thing to do after i go back to school , plus i can't waste my time already because i now super worry for both my additional math and e-math and English , for time being Chinese included too . As i said , this year taking 'O' level Chinese and i hope to get A1 if possible if not i got to retake due to the dream course i wanna to pick up after i graduate and go to poly . Don't really think picking up course that are related to business unless i can't enter the course i want but still i got two year to think about and study hard for all my subject . Okay , today around 1.10pm in the afternoon i go take bus to northpoint to collect my shirt which i order from blogshop then after that 2pm reach home and doing nothing at home already . Bored hahas , because don't feel like study now , contemplate to watch what movie , eh hard to decide but intend to watch it before chinese new year , learning to add in vocabulary so if any mistake make then ...hahas i also dunno eh perhaps try to correct it , a few day ago , accompany jeslene for a few hour outside at nearby void deck and sit down there to chat together with zong yang and ben . Well jeslene and ben just play with their fone camera and keep taking photo of everyone i think , i guess altogether must have over 6 photo at least , hope they delete it ! Hahas ending here le .

2009-01-03T19:57:00.000-08:00

Sch reopen
Yeah 2 day ago is the sch reopen day and a fresh new start of year 2009 and now i am a sec 4 student , well i dun seem to look like one and time fly fast , holiday is over and got to go back to study mood no holiday mood for me , getting lazy and forget what teacher teach last year , next next week still got a chemistry test so got to study now and first day i feel a bit boring and tired , not getting enough sleep and do nothing in class , all teacher is not like the previous one , most of the teacher have not teach us before one and goes the same , chose chair person , vice chairperson and other position , our class also got a new student so instead of 23 student in class , we have 24 student .2moro still got school and school bag is very heavy too , got a lot of thing to bring and i hope tat having a better start for this year and wish i can pass all my exam with flying colour (: Actually nothing much to update , end here , Bye .

2008-12-26T03:20:00.001-08:00

well i dun think i want go online-shopping again , such a worst and bad day , it just can't be describe how i feel now , kana put aeroplane by someone , which mean in chinese "fang fei ji " , well i can't stand such a person u know , it as well as wasting my time and i got no patient . I bought something from blogshop and few day ago i email this person regarding the collection of item and need it ugrently so told this person that collecting it today and this morning i even sms this person about today meetup , later around 12 plus sms me back and told me that ohh i cannot make it at 2pm , i only free after 4pm but i sms back 4pm meet u can and this person reply said okay .Soon 4pm liao , i sms u reach already , it took such a long time to reply and then said not meet 5.30pm meh ? i told this person no and then reply and said busy now ,(cut short all the word) well this person is actually mean by working OT , i am thinking if u cannot make it , u should have told me earlier instead of me waiting for u for more than 1 hr and i will forgive u anyway , i am not that unresonable person unless u dun tell me reason at first and do u know that time are precious ?well waste my time and money to sms too as i keep sms this person to rush and nag this person to meet me on time althought i given this person a later time to meet but still cannot make it .ok telling myself no such thing going to happen next time , got to forgive this person , still need meet this person again , i hope that this person won't forget the meet up time again or said not free to meet me . Okay ending this part , ok accompany jeslene go vet cuz she said her dog got some problem and seem like injury but actually not hahas maybe her dog just pretend only but still got give me medincine about the skin problem instead of leg problem cuz the dog just react fine when the doctor check on it . Lols , quite funny actually (:

2008-12-25T19:44:00.000-08:00

25 dec
Yesterday went out from afternoon till nite , then very tired and plus can't update my blog cuz my kor is using it .Well meet cindy , yijin and peirong at ocbc but actually should meet 1pm but i tell them i having lunch at home then cum out , hmm about 2pm then meet them bah and train down to ang mo kio , going there walk walk a while and keep playing game at the zone x or time zone , ahh not sure but i know we been in there for quite a few hour , later yijin said want go down to causeway point but this time round only we three go , as cindy go back home , after that still the same go play at the time zone for a while , around 7pm then reach yishun and go eat abit snack liao and went to funland and play again , lols whole day we all keep playing , well later which is 26 dec , going accompany jeslene to bring her dog go see doctor , dunno wad have happen , okay ending here , bye !

2008-12-24T04:58:00.000-08:00

Present (:
present are definitely is love hahas , who dun love getting present ((: well this morning just get one and yeah pretty shocking and surprise is he first time give me Christmas present , thank a lot ! Like the present a lot , hahas i always never hesitate to unwrapped my present at any point of time , just being curious wad is it inside . Okay christmas eve doing nothing bah but just nw around 5 pm accompany jeslene go chong pang , actually she want cut hair but still in the end never cut . instead we buy hair clip and blah blah , later take bus back to northpoint and she buy dog food , butter , kaya and buy wadever thing she need , anyway reach home already very tired , now i feel like hurry get all my clothes from all spree so that i dun need to bother to switch on my computer most of the time , u know wad , my spec degree is increase , well got to change new spec again zzz... just now go online shopping again , haiz just can't resist to buy clothes , hahas i love shopping too much (:

2008-12-19T07:20:00.000-08:00

20 dec

christmas coming soon in 5 day hahas , my homework haven complete yet ): okay this morning jeslene call me and i am still sleeping , well "bei chao xing" lols , accompany her go collect her MGL short at 2pm then go supermarket buy thing , later go to causeway point to walk walk a while , well finally get enough money to buy the storybook i want , at northpoint dun have sell , look like oos bah so go causeway point , but only left a few at the shelf ((: meanwhile jeslene keep talking to me about how nice the movie we watch is and keep saying wanted to watch again or something , lols regret telling her to join us for movie ?? hahas of course not , gald someone accompany me go watch hahas althought jeslene said she cannot understand some part but somehow rather she said quite a nice movie , lols , we intend go watch bedtime stories i guess so on 25 dec , huh , sure a lot of ppl go cinema bah , anyway finally get a new fone , so happy hahas just take it as my first christmas present , and also thinking to get the last book which i miss out , i want a collection of all this book :D Hahas a moment ago look at jeslene blog , oh my her expression and is really "kuan zhang" i mean reaction very big , yupp very nice to watch hahas , someone gone mad ?? Lols i am not sure .

19 dec

yeah. now is december , so fast holiday is ending soon but time did fly fast well just that i don't cherish it then . Finally watch th movie which i really wanted to watch ! Just twilight , here is my second time buying movie ticket because jeslene and si min dun really know how to buy ticket . I watch the 4.10pm movie at yishun , when i buy the ticket should be around 2.30pm i guess hahas then still way too early so jeslene said she hungry and went to kFC to have lunch after that go timezone play a while and we also met hui zhen and her mother at northpoint too . Later jeslene go buy some snack at cinema there to bring in and eat , sit at the right back there but i rather sit infront lah , jeslene even said so leh hahas because a bit nosiy plus someone block her view then got no choice got to bear with it , watch till 6 something then movie end , well a nice movie to watch ((: then we all go back home ...today post quite short because dunno wad to rite already . And also so long no update already , just change a new layout hahas , update half way ohhh , now busy updating , will be back to posting soon when i free .

2008-11-28T06:55:00.000-08:00

zzz...i fall sick again ):
well at first is jeslene having high fever then the next day i sore throat , is it so unlucky ?? ohh i dunno lah but long time no update too hahas , wed after i collect my clothes at yewtee already then went back home put my item then actually going hui zhen house to meet her but raining heavily so got to take bus and i meet her at ocbc instead .Later we went to causeway point to wait for minfang to cum .We watch the movie Beverly Hills Chihuahua ((: eh i first time buy movie ticket heehee so paiseh because felt quite weird , i dunno how to tell the person ahh but i manage to make it yeah at least the person understand wad i toking about lols , we watch the 5.20pm movie because the 3 plus movie have already started so got to chose the later time one , we walking around the causeway point for nothing till time reach then hui zhen and her brother go buy some food then go in but by the time we go in the movie just started hahas lucky never miss any part of the movie XD . HOHO , my homework still haven complete that is the most terrible thing , i alway done my homework early in the oct but nw reaching dec i haven complete all my hw this is cham liao dunno have time complete a not ?? I hope so bah , yesterday meet my friend to buy school book then meanwhile i also go collect my ic , actually jeslene can collect her ic already but i predict she is lazy so dun want go collect , anyway i saw hui zhen and jeslene one , i only know that jeslene keep saying ahh my foto very ugly dun see but too bad i saw half of your foto , it look okay lah hahas , 2moro start to do my homework already ! Jia you ((: Holiday dun seem to be good leh , i am very lazy lols ): . Will update more when i free .

2008-11-08T04:49:00.000-08:00

Happy Birthday Zong Yang ((:
hahas today actually dun feel like goin to attend his birthday celebration one because a bit nt feeling well but nevermind end up still got go , well me and jeslene first go take the chocolate cake which she order few day ago bah , i can't rmb the actual date that we order .And later , we meet zhong yang at blk 325 , okay he wait for us for about 30 min , so sorry to keep him waiting but there are still ppl more late then us lah , ben and jackson later came at 6pm then 6.30pm jia rong and his friend finally cum , we unpack all th stuff and put candle on th cake and more .After taken some foto , we sing birthday song ok already , he make a wish then jia rong cut the cake and give it to everyone . ohh yupp jeslene classmate pass by also join in to help celebrate too , me and jeslene share a piece of cake and still taste ok lols , i only eat 2 spoon then give the rest to jeslene , well everyone seem to enjoy themselves , soon the leftover cake will become their game , somehow jeslene and zhong yang all face got chocolate cream but jeslene is th worst one , can smell chocolate from a distance , hahas she become chocolate girl , she said : " i feel like i put on chocolate perfume " . well i just laugh but i also no good thing happen , jeslene throw her half eaten marshmallow at jackson then end up aim me , stand behind me throw the bubble tea cup oso hit my head , drinks oso th same but still able to escape fast hahas , haiz jeslene aiming is bad .well it is fun anyway , okay taken the pic from jeslene and upload it (:

2008-10-30T05:41:00.000-07:00

29 oct 2008
lalala very bored so ask minfang to accompany me go bugis walk walk a while and i end up buy only 1 hoodie and she buy a black short and bag because found nothing much that i like and we somemore very early go back home hahas 6 plus take mrt go back then a bit later around 8pm meet kar kian , zhong yang and a lot of ex-huamin student to play firework hahas , of course fun lah but nt able to upload foto hmm too bad haiz my computer still fixing mah , ok we play till 10.30pm then go home , before go back home we all plan go watch movie the next day but we are trying to pull her go out (:

30 oct 2008
well came back home from school math remedial , well quite early dismiss today hmm 12pm reach home then prepare my thing because said le mah go out with friend , i call jeslene to join we three go but she refuse so never force her already , actually meet 2.30pm but zhong yang cannot make it so change to 3pm then i decide to ask simin accompany me go too because if not only me , zhong yang and kar kian , hahas gald that she cum lols , haiz i am really a blur sotong , bring th another fone out then copy wrong number and i end up cannot contact them and it is confusing too , very sorry but lucky they only just reach northpoint cuz i go northpoint first to meet simin and after that take mrt to causeway point , we chose the 3.45pm movie and sit quite infront , hahas i keep cover my eye , it is a scary movie ...okay ending here (:

2008-10-24T18:45:00.000-07:00

Afternoon ...
Today go out wif jeslene ,actually goin bugis one but half way there i a bit not feeling well but of course still got go hmm just buy the prata saussage only then went to take cab and go causeway point to collect the puzzle thing at gift a name and jeslene buy two clothes too and then later went back to yishun then take bus to chong pang to walk walk a while , ard 6pm we take bus to go back to northpoint again to have dinner but just at the bus interchange , we are stop by a few ppl , they telling us blah blah blah and i only just shake my head and said no , chatting take more than 5 min then jeslene said tok to us like more than 5 min , should be half an hour , ohh really tat how i tell her lols , we went to eat burger and we saw ex-huamin ppl and entertain us a bit then left le , yeah finally the clothes which i order from blogshop have arrive and i have collect already , i bought a comic book too hahas i just love to read comic book , ohh good news too i am promote to 4a1 and able to take 'O' level chinese . yeah great finally dream come true (:
update on 25 oct
Yesterday morning went out to meet liat zhen in the morning to do homework together but i only manage to complete half of my physic and then she only just found out that there are also poa homework as she nt in class in the morning so maybe no ppl help her collect the worksheet that why she never get it , actually she want take my worksheet and go fotocopy but she running out of time cuz she got cca so need to go , hahas this 2 mth activity i have planned already , every week go to study , go running at yishun stadium if possible and also left some time to hang out with friend too , late in the afternoon like ard 3.15pm i meet minfang to go eat lunch at sembawang mos burger i tink then we go amk hub to watch high school musical , yeah that is a nice movie to watch but the 4 plus and 5 plus show ticket sold out so cannot watch but got to chose the 6.45pm movie , ard 8 plus then end after that we go to yishun and have dinner , almost 10.10pm then i reach home .OKay my computer is fixing now so wad i can do is use my kor computer so i may not be able to online most of the time nor update my blog often .
Message reply -
peizhen : okay overall i think i fail 1 subject , why i nver upate the gans family name in because i lazy go update and got too many gans already , if i were to update then the name list will have ard 8-10 maybe then too long but dun worry i still take u as one of the gans family and lastly i dunno my friendster last name cuz as i said i got a long time no login my friendster already , k have a nice day (:

2008-10-21T06:23:00.000-07:00

Singapore flyer ((:
too tired so no update my blog last nite expect the picture shown la , the singapore flyer taken yesterday , well it is high up but nt afraid nor scary just normal but i do take a few picture of the nice view below hahas and it is very slow , it take 30 min to move 1 big round , well i also gald that i can promote to sec 4 but not retain but dunno teacher said one is true a not but anyway exam over and holiday starting soon so have fun right now , by the time before school start i should have prepare for a new challenge and i want to take 'O' level chinese next year !
21 oct

2008-10-16T17:05:00.000-07:00

18 oct 08
Happy birthday hui zhen !

16 oct 08 ((:
updated on today not 16 oct
went out to make ic together with my friend , well it is quite fast after tat we went amk hub to have lunch and then go NTUC to buy thing abt 4plus we reach yishun and then went time zone play a while , about 7pm me and jeslene went 400 plus there havin dinner hahas of course after that home sweet home lols dunno wad to write already but i update winnie the pooh picture which taken by jeslene yesterday and also edit it too .
ABOUT Exam
exam paper is given back , ohh i don't even want to see my mark and i fail badly this time round for all my exam and i afraid to retain or drop out of the class but i know nothing can change the fact that i did rather badly this time round i think i does not have enough time to prepare for my exam but everything have pass so i got nothing to said but i am instead a big blur sotong !

2008-10-14T02:47:00.000-07:00

Happy ((:
13/10/08
yesterday watch movie with yijin they all then actually cannot decide wad to watch then someone suggest go watch house bunny then we all said okay , the person at the counter give us the wrong ticket then instead of house bunny then became painted skin lols but of course we request to change it so 5 plus then can go watch movie and we walk around the shopping centre till time up .well i am sorry too i gone " missing" a while , after the movie end then went back to yishun and said goodbye to yijin and left , around 8 something then went jeslene house a while , later i walk home alone , home sweet home finally .

14/10/08
Today never go to sch then 1.30pm meet hui zhen a while at void deck to collect something , haiz some more having a bit of headache then after go back home soon fall asleep hahas maybe because i lack of sleep recently then i am feeling tired too so end up like everyday not happy i guess lols , nth much to update already .And sorry for showing those bad attiude toward all my friend too hmm i just not happy that all , well i am trying my best to cover up all my emotion so that you all won't be unhappy too .Message : Peizhen i update le lols dun said i never update ohh ! hahas .

2008-09-26T06:52:00.000-07:00

FOTO TIME ((:

2008-09-26T06:05:00.000-07:00

26/9/08
today first paper is chinese , well i am not very mentally prepare as i burnt midnight oil last nite then 12pm reach home then sleep and it is so tiring and feeling sleepy the next day , lols i even have a swollen eye , till now haven recover , after chinese exam still need stay back for math remedial till 4pm then can go home , so sleepy hahas .
OFFICIALLY 15 (:

25 sept 2008
thank for all my best friend
Cindy , Yijin , weiteng , Pei rong and Hongsiang for making
this birthday celebration possible ((:
Yesterday , they bought a chocolate cake for me and then walk to blk 359 to help me celebrate my birthday and they share money just to buy me a cake and also spend time to help me celebrate even though the next day have exam goin on and i really cherish those happy moment and ok i dunno wad to rite but just thank a lot and hope we all pass our exam and promote to 4a1 together !

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2008-09-06T06:42:00.000-07:00

5/09/08
Yesterday went out with my friend yijin , weiteng , hong siang and darren for a study group outside because we thought it is a good idea as when we met any problem we dunno how to do then we can discuss together .We at the macdonald from 3pm till 5 or 6pm then left there and take mrt back , later we four go timezone play a while and we challenge each other for the car race and it is so fun , the first round i came in 3rd and next round actually i am the last one but i dunno somehow overpast darren blue car and go bang weiteng one and run at full speed and came in first lols i am shock cuz i thought i should have turn in second position hmm maybe hong siang let me win la or something , around 7+pm we went to funland and play a while and after that yijin take bus and the rest walk home and also i cancel the meeting with hui zhen , minfang , jeslene and simin , so sorry about it because i am away so cannot meet you all but maybe next time (:

2008-09-04T05:50:00.000-07:00

3/9/08 wednesday
yupp that right it should be yesterday story but i written as today hahas , i actually meet liat zhen , emily and yijin they all for a short redline gathering since after we quit our job , we hardly see each other and we miss each other a lots , nah i just being lame only heehee but it really true that i got very long time never saw them and lucky emily and some of them still can rmb me , at least a sms rather than nothing .Well a lot of thing happen la but dun wanna to tell here.But we still end up cancel up the meetup and through some early planning and more , i go watch movie with cindy and yijin , we go watch money no enough 2 , okay the last part is touching , well you should know wad will cum next le that is cry la , very obvious isn't anyway i didn't cry like siao za bo but in silence and so not very easy to notice i am actually crying in the darkness .Later i meet jeslene at northpoint to have dinner and it is raining heavily too and got to wait till almost 10pm then reach home .
4/9/07
ard 4pm , liat zhen already waiting for me together with her friend ,well she nearly waited for me for more than half an hour and i am really very sorry about it , we all study together that all , later after her friend left then we two go walk walk together at northpoint , the end for today (:

2008-08-30T08:25:00.000-07:00

After my tuition outside and around 7pm i went to meet hui zhen and jeslene at the timezone because her brother want play car then i said okay ,later it become we three ppl vs each other and see who get ranking 1 , 2 and follow by 3 , first two to three game i got lesser chance to bang on to th wall so i get first overall but i alway lose out to minfang hahas because she is expert mah and it is so fun lols , actually i don't really like to play but after minfang taught me , i became better at it and win hui zhen and jeslene in the race , well everyone enjoy themselves a lot expect the fact that yesterday seeing simin playing motor is quite funny thought she first time playing it and meanwhile jeslene is chasing after alvin for her timezone card like as seem that the timezone is a playground and we just look at her running , wad i can said is , run a few more round perhaps it can help u run faster hahas , aiya just kidding .Today me and hui zhen bought storybook , mine is a thicker one and hui zhen bought 2 , altogether $12 something la , abt 10pm then we reach home ((:

2008-08-25T03:37:00.001-07:00

Sunday 24/8
Yesterday after meeting the girl to pay her the money, i straight away went to take mrt to bishan to meet cindy at the bishan control station there but it seem she is there early than the usual time we meet but i keep her waited for me a while and then walk to the library together to study and meanwhile waited for her friend to cum and find us cuz she teaching me poa but we chat for quite a long time till 5pm and later went to eat burger at there then when reach yishun we walk walk for a while and take bus go home , well i am thinking to buy that toy lion for cindy as bdae present but it is too expensive so now waiting to see if my classmate will share the money to buy a present for her as i know she like that soft toy so much but everything got to depend too (:
Monday 25/8
okay nothing much to update , next week , one of the day got to go back to school to attend poa lesson as we tell teacher to change to other day then our form teacher is on course so five period which oso can consider free period but just that he leave us some math qns to do then hand in the paper when he cum back to sch 2moro i think ...

2008-08-25T01:33:00.000-07:00

FIREWORK (:

2008-08-10T18:29:00.000-07:00

lalala (: (update this on monday not sunday )
suppose to update my blog yesterday but got no chance to use computer so nevermind , there are gonna be image of firework which i took it on 9 aug .Well on sat me and jiejie take mrt to suntec city for a window shopping and also watch the firework at marina bay there but i only get to watch part of it , hahas but quite nice althought it is very crowded compare to the worst is when you want to go home and when there are so many trying to take the elevator and then we got to squeez well it only make me feel like i am a roti prata but we got no choice , too many ppl watch the firework le and even at the mrt station there will be police guarding the area too .And that is my first time at the marina bay watching firework leh , well at least i am gald that i can have the chance to watch it , actually call jeslene to join us but she don't want so i tell her i let her see the image and video i take but i must said first the image is blur and that include the video .we also bought thailand dessert but i dunno wad it call , one is inside the box got rice and mango and another is hmm one white circle one hahas i dunno how to describe too but anyway it is nice lah .I am doing online shopping recently too and order quite a few of clothes ,haiz my expenses go high up , lols i love shopping !

2008-08-08T20:11:00.000-07:00

okay yesterday is national day celebration and we been in hall seeing school concert and soon school dismiss , hahas finally , and i meet jeslene and simin at around 12pm to hang around outside a while .They accompany me to go popular to buy pen , glue , correction tape and comic book then later went to timezone to play game and i keep laughing non-stop when simin is playing the car game well the reason is you can see she keep bump to the wall and more but she came out to be 2nd rank , after that we go to ang mo kio hub and window shopping for a while , lols we keep walking up and down , around the shopping mall , actually i want go eat lunch but by that time already 1pm , foodcourt too many ppl and it is so crowded so i end up eat muffin and egg tart as my lunch then jeslene eat her prata .Walk for more than a few hour , the new shoes i am wearing cause my feet to be painful and turn red so i got no choice got to go back home change my shoes and from black bag to small brown hangbag .Later we take bus to yishun stadium opposite the fishing area but we found out that got to walk very far then we decide ok dun want to go in already and we find a bus stop sat down there eat our waffle till ate finish it then can leave .Back to northpoint again , simin want to go timezone again to check on something as previously jeslene and simin make a bet and more lah , 5+pm we said goodbye to simin and we go to the foodcourt to have our dinner there , 8.45pm then reach home .As for today it is national day and later i am goin out wif jiejie to go shopping for a while plus i will need to go find my brother as he ask me go find him so that i can chose the computer keyboard and mouse brand then he pay money mah hahas got to log out now .

2008-08-07T05:28:00.000-07:00

eh finally back to update again and good news is i am recover , well last week i fall sick and never attend school for 4 day and i miss out quite a lot of lesson but i think i now manage to catch up a bit , ok wad happen to me during this 4 day ? i can only said the first 4 day is the worst part , i been seeing doctor and ate a lot of diff type of medicine and somemore stay in the hospital for a day with a lot of different type of checkup plus got to injection , of course i not crying but do expect i scream when i feel pain hahas but not so loud lah if not everyone can heard my voice already and i tell myself try not to fall sick again , injection for other ppl they might said well it is not painful but to me sorry lo it is very painful and i am too timid le .Ok lucky poa teacher change the test day to next week i am very gald that the changes allow me to have more time to study for it , recently got to stay back after school which i so call " extra lesson " and it is very tiring but we got no choice , first it is for our own good , second exam is coming soon we got to study hard and treasure our precious time .Oh yupp chinese oral is over for me and i think i speak badly for that when teacher ask me question , i hardly can't explain much maybe i am too nervous or can't think up of anything to said at that moment but i still hope i can pass , not just me but all my classmate too , yeah finally can get a new computer keyboard and mouse soon as my brother said would buy me one normal without hello kitty one since i never request him for hello kitty but nevermind can use already very good , better than nothing , hmm still looking for a new blog layout , ok logging out now (:

2008-07-17T05:19:00.000-07:00

16 day no update my blog already ((:
well i am very busy recently over my school test and it is bothering me a lot , everyday will have a different subject of test and everytime if i does not have sufficient time to study , i will burn midnight oil and it cause me to have not enough rest and feeling sleepy in class then end up no mood to study , if i got to said i have stress i think for now not really but i cannot promise for coming aug i will be tiring hahas anyway i now got no time to go shopping but just hoping less homework for each day .At least i gald that my dad bought durian last nite , which is my favourite food althought i cannot ate much because i am still a bit not feeling well but that is not a big matter as long i drink enough water , right .Today is the training teacher last day teaching us , ok she is a good teacher and before she left she even give our class chocolate but too bad i got to eat later cuz it have melt , got to put in the fridge to let it freeze , i also get back my physic paper , lucky leh i pass but better than my expectation hahas , actually i really spent quite some time memorise it and take more than 4-5 day to revise but it is still so unbelieveable , i hope for next monday physic test i will pass too .

2008-07-01T02:15:00.001-07:00

Just now i went out to meet hui zhen at timezone but actually i suppose to meet her at comic connection but i suddenly change my mind and thought that i should go alone to buy comic book meanwhile she is playing the card game .I met jian pei at the comic shop and we started toking about the star thing hmm i mean the title "reaching out for the star " , it is the term for this month title and we all had to put in some effort in decorating the noticeboard .Well i also saw jeslene classmate , he call me the first few time but i did not answer him , after the last time before going out of the store i turn my head back , he keep quiet but once i walk out he dunno tok wad thing "blah blah blah " suddenly i felt that he tok a lot hahas (just kidding ) anyway i dun need to bother about them since i have nothing to tok to them nor wasting my time since i am in a rush to go home but at the same time i felt so unlucky leh knock on to someone then miss two bus ! But i know i will be okay later , hmm still got a lot of homework need to do , will update again soon when i have the time and mood .
DON'T WORRY BE HAPPY ((:

2008-06-30T00:18:00.000-07:00

Monday 30/6/08
change my blog song again and my blog background , thank to pei zhen i know how to make my blog private already .But i chose not to put as private for now , maybe in a few month time when i feel the time is right i will switch to private one .Last nite not slp well , 11.30pm then can slp and i now lack of slp which cause me quite sleepy during my math class hahas but i am okay now .My goal now is to study hard for every subject , oh yupp thursday teacher inform us that PE will be become one of our subject and i am quite surprise lah but anyway i update till here and got to do my hw , update when i am free ((:

SUNDAY 29/6/08
THE BEST DAY EVER
hahas yesterday went out wif my cousin and kor they all to meet them at ang mo kio hub to watch a movie , well this is a sudden decision make last mintue and it is quite rush for me , since they all at there waiting for me to cum and meet them .But meanwhile i wasted some time on taking the wrong bus to reach northpoint so no choice but lucky they are patient enough , we all then decide to watch the incredible hulk at 3.20 pm i think cuz the rest of the movie either we dun want to watch or too late then every pair got one cup of drink and also tibit which we bought it at there , the seating arrangment hmm as to said we sit quite infront la the behind all occupy by other so no choice , lucky that i got bring my jacket along if not i might freeze already then i keep complaining to my cousin that "wa it so cold lo !" then my cousin answer me , "not really la " , expect for me and my kor gf bring jacket only , later after the movie end we went to the sushi shop which is my first time to step in there .And i forgotton that i should not order green tea cuz later i cannot fall asleep and became not sleepy then that time will be very cham cuz next morning got to get up and go for sch , total bill is just about $12-13 hmm we does not eat so much so the bill not so high and soon it is 8+pm , we went back to go walk walk for a while in the shopping mall then 9+pm reach home , home sweet home leh haha , haiz too bad fone battery low so cannot take photo , still waiting for this coming week to went out wif them again , smile ((:

SATURDAY 28/6/08
hmm it is the same thing i will do every sat , i went for my tuition at near by then if i rmb correctly me and hui zhen go to northpoint at 6pm to go timezone then 8pm having our dinner at foodcourt together wif his brother then i am at there teaching a girl primary 4 math cuz she dunno how to do then she ask me and hui zhen , meanwhile hui zhen and her brother is waiting for their turn to play the card game too and i was at there watching the kids to play game , first time go timezone till so late then go home , i 10pm then reach home lo but of course hui zhen accompany me to walk back but still scold by my mother hahas for being late to cum home (:

Friday 27/6/08
Long time no update my blog haha ....
homework homework homework , wow i got a lot of hw leh but no choice , then also we all argue over small matter with jeslene but me and hui zhen together wif pei zhen and simin after sch stay back , simin got cca as for me and hui zhen , we got to complete our correction and also hui zhen math hw, which must hand in by that day , later everything is done and we take it to put in the teacher shelf then leave the school finally , it is late already and i am hungry and tired so we all hurry go back home to have our lunch .

2008-06-16T22:55:00.000-07:00

June 17
count down 12345...
holiday will end soon in 120 hr i think since one day is 24 hr right hahas start math again , anyway simin jie and minfang you both are link , i have two problem now one is i cannot tag simin tagboard whatever letter i type nth come out leh then next is my blog the posting one hmm did i mention it yesterday ?? ok nevermind , forget already then no need to bring up this matter again .Peizhen got blog i now then know but i wonder how to make my blog private , i mean only allow ppl who i invite to view my blog , i know there got to be a way but how , it is okay one day i will find out too .Well maybe i should really go to the bbq for the last gathering since i might not be able to meet my friend again cuz we living so far from each other and it is hard to meet but i am gald to know them , wif them there will be endless funny topic to chat and fun too , i never regret to go to work cuz it is worth it to know new friend yeah ((:

2008-06-16T06:30:00.000-07:00

HAHAS ((:
want to join them for BBQ ? yes , no , yes , no ??? aiya i dunno la , i have been thinking it for more than 5 day about should i go a not althought emily and liat zhen keep asking me to go and said it will be fun one , i also know but i really cannot decide maybe i will see if yijin goin a not then giving them my final answer .They having party at east coast , hmm i just wanna go to the beach but dun felt like staying late till nite .Six more day to go before sch reopen nah , wad a waste of time , i should be studying instead of having such a relaxing and fun time outdoor .Today my family all do a clean up @ home so it is quite busy then i last minutes cancel away the meeting wif my friend and i am so sorry tat i could not make it then just now answer a call from jeslene and we chat abit ok lah just enjoy yourself for 2moro to watch movie wif your future bf maybe lols just kidding ((:

2008-06-15T03:16:00.000-07:00

kungfu panda ((:
i wanna to watch this movie ! But i won't have a chance either , having redline gathering party at east coast and i am wondering should i go a not .Anyway holiday dun seem to do any good to me too , i have quit my job and now is jobless hahas i trying to focus back on my study again but it is so hard as i had not been using holidae as a good time to study and i felt quite bad about it maybe it still won't be too late to study now since i have one week more to go , time do fly fast .Hmm i think if i dun go to the bbq , will be better for me too as i already tell them i goin to bbq wif my cousin @ somewhere else .2moro goin to meet liat zhen at the place they work , it great to know a few new friend but the truth is i am still struggling over something and i am very worry , of course i will not mention it in my blog and one last thing happy father day ...

it won't make any diff since euu dun
even believe me then

2008-06-05T21:41:00.000-07:00

helping to advertise only((:
Selling skinny jean @ $20 each
size 25
it is brand new
colour available : pink & white
doing meet up and payment by cash only
meeting at mrt station- foc
yishun / khatib /sembawang
no backing out once orders
items sold are non-refundable & exchangable
currently left 2 instock so once you paid us , the skinny jean will be given to you on that day
if you are interested , please tag jeslene @ her tagboard
BLOG ADDRESS :
http://www.jielingalwaysthelamegirl-intheworld.blogspot.com/
thank for reading , reminder --> having promotion now during this sch holiday so hurry get yours today ((:

2008-06-05T21:11:00.000-07:00

still struggling ...
well yesterday actually goin to bugis wif minfang n hui zhen but minfang cannot go so changing the date to next week then around 1pm call jeslene , see if she free a not wanna go out then she said she can only do window shopping then i said okay , i went to her hse at 2 pm like that then wait for her till 4pm then she can go out cuz she need to hang up the clothes , bath and charge her fone lo , we eat soya bean ice-cream , cheese ball then hang around there till 5+pm then leave there , it is raining heavily too .Until we reach yishun , it seem that the rain had stop but we still go northpoint walk around , later jeslene send me to the brigde there and said good bye to me , she tell me that someone is following us since dunno where the guy follow us till the bridge there and hide behind the wall or something , i did saw that guy behind us holding on to the fone but i did not notice that much until i reach home , jeslene call me saying that he keep follow her till her blk and she is very worry and scare , then i said if i know u should have cum to my hse anyway the place i walk past to reach my hse there got a ppl pass by rather than she alone right but she is safe lah , later tonight goin to work but also this is the last week i goin to work and end of my job , i dun feel like giving up but no choice i dun wanna be alone and also want to start focus on my study again since that i have forget quite a lot of thing haiz forget it , just got to read through it again to memories ((:

2008-05-28T00:57:00.000-07:00

CHOCOLATE FONDUE ((:

my favourite food , just bought two stick yesterday , nice to eat but too expensive hahas next time i can make one myself so it will be much cheaper actually i dun like to eat strawberry but after eating strawberry plus chocolate i found out that it is so de delicious and wanna to eat some more actually i can finish selling all product but due to a delay of one customer want to buy but dun trust us and still want our ic number , sch and name but of course i never give him as i know i not suppose to and my friend is quite angry , althought at first i tell him if you dun believe can just call our manager nor the company or the website to take a look , he said no use one , if the company fall and i cannot go look for you but i tell him i am a student so dun have ic but due to my friend anger she took out her ezlink card to show him , the customer said hmm can paste neoprint one ? why no state which sch you are from? After so asking so many qns he at last still got buy and jeslene left for a day already dunno how she is now , so boring then yesterday also got saw my two classmate at northpoint that all for today so tiired ((:

2008-05-26T00:02:00.000-07:00

Message ((:

Happy birthday simin ((:
so sorry i never give euu your bdae present but i just hope euu will have a nice and wonderful memories in thailand ok , wish tat you can pass all your exam wif flying color for the end of the year ok jia you simin jie , i now then rmb your bdae pass already paiseh but i already send you a comment for you , have the time to go and take a look ok .Too bad i cannot go thailand hahas but i know you got a lot of friend accompany you so nevermind .
Jeslene ahyi
care to bring me a present too ? lols i just kidding but cum back earlier cuz you not in singapore no friend tok to me , i will be very bored , no one at the side nag felt very weird , good leh you top in class but rmb later must be early i cannot be late for the meeting .
boring Story of me of the day ((:
hahas i know i toking craps cuz nothing more to update but today i got to complete my math hw and i hate add.math , so many step and working but i got no choice and actually suppose to go sch take back file but i lazy so decide to go and take it 2moro .comic book i almost had read finish and at home is so bored and i am not robort too so not gonna work everyday even if i can cuz i am not superwomen , ppl will also feel tired but liat zhen is like ....she like won't feel tired and she now everyday go work , no rest bah .One week she can earn hmm due to my estimate about $40 and above , good right anyway she just too hardworking but for me diff i only maximum can work 4 day -5day but last week break record and go work for a week and it so tiring leh .Now i really became super no 1 comic fan , i wanted to buy some more comic book and read i am wondering if i should go rent the book instead .Hmm got to log out update more again later and lastly i won't forget my best friend birthday hahas , above is the pic of scenery taken from admiralty ((:

2008-05-25T05:23:00.000-07:00

-JOB WEEK -
hahas recently sale not very good but sometime it is really so lucky that i can sell a lot during the 2 hr but i am alway expected to sell more than 5 and then soon the number of product and aim is more and higher .I been working for a week and no time for shopping but i got to complete my hw too so far i have finish my chemistry homework and left out add.math and newspaper article , how i wish no homework nah and this week sale is high high low low and it depend too but yesterday is quite funny lah , my group member , one of the boy sale promoter get scare by one dog and i can't stop laughing and earlier i already warn him not to stand so close to the window cuz got dog but he at first like not scare after that when he approach the window and tok to the customer the dog suddenly run and jump on to the sofa to reach the window , it head cum out and keep barking , he almost get bite by the dog , me and yijin see liao can't stop laughing even today we too also said about the yesterday funny incident lols , somemore yesterday the lift spoilt too lucky we did not take that particular lift , heng ah .Well recently become a comic fan and of course often go look out for nice and funny comic book to read , if i got to continue like this , my one month expenses might be over $100 and i hope not but can't stop reading comic book instead of library book but anyway this week happen a lot of thing ((:

2008-05-22T23:58:00.000-07:00

comic book ((:

lols today fall asleep in class after the first two math lesson because too tired and somemore i not enough sleep everyday reach home around 11pm to 12pm then i have lost quite a few hr of sleep and today i off i dun want to stress myself nor to make myself sick now then i know working is not easy and i got to take care of myself more , yesterday the sale not very good but at least we help each other and get to sell 4 product and that is thank to another friend i mean can consider new friend and not everywhere in woodland is easy to sell , this week selling pencil and coaster then dunno when got to switch to another product , anyway i got to thank yijin too althought yesterday she nearly late for 1 hr waiting for her at ocbc bank but i thought that ok because she got cca then no choice .Recently in sch alway play uno wif hui zhen they all during free period for a week but lesson got to carry on and get back my result at the last period .When i see my result i am shock is not that i happy is worry lah i fail my english only then most of them get band 5 , i am worry i might kick back to the 4a2 class , i wish to continue staying in this class but i got to work extra hard than before , haiz homework is a must complete and hand up on the sch reopen ((:

2008-05-18T04:36:00.000-07:00

jeslene euu too forgetful just as i expected lols but i did not blame her , i tell her tat it is ok lah i can still reorder the clothes cuz at first joey said must collect all the money then can take the stock i tell her ok but jeslene haven paid so that why it take longer time to take the stock anyway if here cannot order i can order from someone else now i am not really very interested in the blue S tees liao then next week jeslene goin overseas , good leh but must take care of yourself hmm dunno when we can go overseas too hahas i never been out before , still waiting for book 7 to cum out i wanna to watch the whole show but i only get to go find the comic show in the youtube till chap 39 that all i am still not sure the ending part , i will wait .2moro no sch so can relax a bit but i cannot go out too , result slip goi to be taken back this week dun feel like looking into it or happy cuz wad the point seeing my result slip when i have fail the most imporant subject , english and oso got other like social studies hmm geo i sure fail as i got a lot of qns dunno how to , holi coming soon but end very fast too , i am totally tired how i wish quickly end my secondary sch education but somehow when we are young , we must enjoy ourself too , dun waste it , my kor is goin to bring doggy for a haircut when got time , botak again for sure then not nice after that take some time to grow back the thick fur ,recently in sch nth much to do cuz exam over for the mid year one , the rough and hardest one is at the end of the year , felt horrible got to study like siao .Then the wishes for pass all my exam cannot come true , my last chance is the end of the year and at this point of time i cannot give up but study harder , jeslene goin to graduate in one year time so good leh , later goin for ITE , her dream is goin for simei ITE but for her too far , wad i can said is study hard for exam and aim for the goal k , jia you , today i am second to wake up hahas around 8am the rest is still sleeping i think i must be siao normally 9+am wake up during weekend but even no sch today i still wake up early then sch day , i will complain that not enough sleep lols , sorry eileen i cannot accompany u go camp , i got to study maybe next time k ((:

2008-05-17T07:10:00.000-07:00

HELLO KITTY ((:
change to hello kitty background i know i am childlish but nevermind i don't care as long as i like can already hmm find for a very long time then suddenly think of findin hello kitty blogskin after a few hr i decide to use this for my blog but the song i will change soon hopefully 5min later it depend on if i lazy a not , next week goin science centre , everytime alway go there explore a while and do worksheet sian -_- .Somemore next wed are parent meeting day it mean tok to the teacher then see result , when parent saw the bad result they will lalala and nag and nag , today only me alone without friend accompany , for this 1hr + doing log and also learn too and i have enough of ppl calling the wrong number maybe i might change fone number or work time switch off fone or even dun answer fone better , cuz around 2+pm somebody call me from one of the promoter, ask him who are u ,dun tell me ,i knew this person have call me before ask him who are u i mean asking the name he dun want said and he thought this number is ... one , from wad i can rmb he said :
no name :hello ... where are u ?
amanda:who are you ?
(pass the fone to someone else , no tell me who he is )
no name : you not liat zhen ? who are you ? u are ...friend ?
amanda:ya i am amanda
no name :this one is not her fone number ?
amanda:this is my number not her one
no name:do you have her fone number?
amanda:i got her hse fone number , she is using her parent mobile fone
no name:then ok lo
i think next time i might as well said : I AM NOT HER WANT HER NUMBER GO ASK HER CUZ WITHOUT HER PERMISSION I CANNOT ANYHOW GIVE ((:
later she sms me :you said who are looking for me ? i did not reply cuz he did not even tell me his name and how would i know who he is leh , i can't even recongise his voice and know who he is , i does not tok to every member there before so ask me who they are , sorry i dun know ....
but i am not angry or scolding them it is just that i know it is mistake can i tell them in a way that this is my fone number so that no need alway need me said no i am not this person and ok nevermind bye , you might read already then felt i am writing until very de wad blah blah so it might seem i am angry nor scolding actually not but after writing i felt that ok since it is a mistake then , dun care anymore , number i dunno i will not answer so that there will have no waste of money on those who accidentally call the wrong number by mistake , forgive and forget , it is a small matter anywayand i do make mistake too like call wrong person lol .Jeslene last min cancal away that not goin out cuz she said she is lazy then i said ok nevermind 2moro then go out but one thing i can sure i want watch my tv before goin out hahas , i have my own way of writing so dun take it too hard on ppl i write and if u know who u are lah cuz i dun want u to think i am unreasonable so i mention first hor , got to go watch some show before goin to sleep ((:

2008-05-16T05:45:00.001-07:00

today almost 3pm then go meet hui zhen to go library borrow book , we go to woodland library first then the sembawang one , the woodland library book is super neat and tidy lo .well i first time go to the library at there and i borrow two book from the two venue , two english and two chinese one of them is about dog hahas cuz home got dog so want to know more about dog , got to go and find out .Around 6+pm reach yishun , we go popular to buy thing a bit later saw yong le wif her mother and sister at the comic area there .i also get so shock in the morning , liat zhen tell me tat today got to go work the boss said one even hui zhen heard wad we said cuz i keep asking her true a not i thought boss said we can work anyday we want but for a better understand i after sch call boss and ask him , he said no i never ask your that today must work i only tell liat zhen the venue to work and c if we want to work too , hmm i am wondering if liat zhen heard wrongly or wad but nevermind althought diff from wad the boss said leh but heng lah cuz no work then today can go out to borrow book from library i am working next week and i am thinking of not bringing my fone for some reason , somehow rather i cannot said dun bring and sorry jeslene , forgot to call you after i reach yishun .
♥ MESSAGE :
Jeslene or : rmb to bring the $ ok don't forget to give joey ! rmb hor and i today forgot to call you , sorry ...
simin: i am not the alligator ok , hahas ((:

2008-05-15T05:19:00.000-07:00

bored ((:
today whole day read my story and also borrow comic bk from my classmate , the vampire knight is nice to read and also the show is not bad i only get to watch from 1-6 cuz the other haven out yet but ready to watch it anyway time .Hahas then liat zhen said the venue is woodland but i still dun want to go work erm start next week , get back my add.math mark of course no need to ask i fail my exam but when hui zhen ask cher if she fail then cher said ya you fail , hui zhen like very happy said yeah i know i sure fail , i at the side laughing thinking that your exam fail you still can said yeah for me i will said haiz too bad fail liao cannot change mah then my mum will tell me you still have end of the year then i will said kk , this exam i does not study tat hard so that y i fail .During english lesson , cher give us english paper to do it so sian , she one day never cum alway got something for us to do but no choice who ask us so many ppl fail for the exam then still got chemistry lesson carry on , when can i rest it seem it never end then this fri might be goin to library to borrow bk c if goin there borrow bk to read can help me improve my english within this sch holiday .

2008-05-14T06:36:00.000-07:00

goin to chong pang first then north point walk walk for a while , i bought one black short , one pair of black shoes , black nor white heart shape ear ring which jeslene help me paid first 2moro i am returning her the money , one 'o' level chemistry bk cost $7.65 and doggy food .Reach home is already almost 9pm le , this one whole week no go to work cuz at yew tee then next day still got sch so afraid tat cannot wake up early in the morning but next week the venue is yishun also door to door , i wish i won't end up knock my classmate door to promote item , still the same 2b pencil expect that this week the thing sell is diff cuz last week the 2b pencil out of stock but next week the stock is coming .Erm one tube got 10 pencil and cost $10 , expensive right but no choice that is the fix price i cannot change but so far i only can sell from 5-7 tube of pencil rather than saying 0 , jeslene had a hard time to open her mouth to speak to her customer , jeslene jia you if you dun try nobody can really help you anyway if you dunno i will alway by your side to help you k .Get back my chinese paper i get high mark in class 77 mark same as jian pei but this time round i got a lot of red cross in paper 2 see le very sian , now 10pm already got to go pack my sch bag .
Message :
lpzhen :yupp celebrate birthday for her in sch
jeslene:i will link her soon but not now because lazy go link paiseh ((:

2008-05-13T16:34:00.000-07:00

ok got a long time no update hahas ((:
just change the background then song remain the same cuz lazy mah but i fail my english , add.math today then know the mark , only a few ppl in our class pass english but a lot of ppl agree tat the paper is very diffcult , i only pass my poa , chemistry , physic and e.math the rest i still not sure the result , this time round i done very badly for exam .Then go through so much stress , my effort r now down into the drain ? hmm i dunno oh yupp for the job interview it is very successful and fast at first the training day i very scare of them , somemore a lot of boy than girl then they look very scary but after a while everything is ok , not very scare anyway expect for jeslene keep hide behind me hahas , first day sell 5 + liat zhen help me then 2nd day i sell 7 , we all help each other sell and promote soon my salary increase yeah ! this week at yew tee and i dun want cuz too far and next day still got sch , in intend to work maybe on tue , wed , thur , fri but everything depend on my schelude but now i think june holi still need to cum back sch for poa lesson sian but no choice a lot of ppl fail , i know cher is helping us but we now all soon having holi mood , time do fly fast goin to reach half of the year of my sec 3 life .